I can clearly feel his cock slightly pushing at my entrance as I exhale nervously. This is it, it is going to happen. I merely hope I am not going to regret it later. Being left behind is a thing I will never be able to get used to it, so if things go wrong... Even if I loathe Nikolas in the future, I don't want to be the one to abandon someone behind. That is why I have been telling myself that not consuming the forbidden fruit is way better than tasting it and never be able to eat it ever again. And the reason is simple. It is because you never silently stop loving those who we once loved out loud.

"Breath, we are going to do this at your pace," Nikolas gently states as he caresses my tights soothingly.

I nod and say, "I am ready."

Before doing anything, he leans down to give me a slow and a passionate kiss. I instinctively open my mouth as he swiftly glides his tongue in search for mine. They intermingle together as my body slowly relaxes. This is when I feel him push harder until a searing pain shoot through my whole being.

"It hurts!" I painfully shout as I scratch the man's back.

"Breath Micah. Don't keep it in, breathe. The hardest part is done. Fuck, only the tip is in, and you're sucking me in," Nikolas makes a grimace as he groans lowly and his eyes become a vivid red.

The Pure seizes the bottle that was discarded on the side of the bed to squeeze more lube on his cock and my entrance. After that, he slowly pushes in and pulls out. Each time, he gets a little deeper as I feel like I am getting stuffed or split in two or both. And it hurts! I hope it does get better because it feels like his cock is going to come out of my throat.

"Please... Stop..." I groan when the pain gets really unbearable as I feel a tear slide down my cheek, "I-I can't do it. It hurts so bad."

"Don't you dare move away, it will only get worse when we will want to try it again later. Just think about the pleasure you felt earlier," he warns making me clench my hands into fists.

"I-I..." I try to answer as I have difficulties to breathe.

"Look at me," he orders making me look at him as his eyes glowed in a deep, but warm red. "Relax... Everything will be okay."

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What happened? Why does it feel like I am omitting something? Did I pass out? How long has it been since we started this round?

All I know is that all my muscles are sore and the fact that I can't come anymore. Yet, the man on top of me is still going at it as if we have barely started. How can he look so refreshed after a sex marathon is beyond me.

Right now, I am laying on my back with my legs on Nikolas' shoulders as he rams into me. I moan loudly as saliva drips on the side of my chin when he executes circular motions with his hips. He repeatedly brushes against the famous prostate making me leak like a broken faucet until I come all over myself all over again. I sigh exhausted as my body feels like lead. Unfortunately for me, Nikolas didn't stop moving his thrusts and all this stimulation is making me hard all over again.

"How come you can last this long?" I ask tiredly before moistening my lips with my tongue. The man just gives me a small smile as I look at him in wonder. At that moment, I notice a light red hue covering his eyes. This was when I understood the secret behind his stamina and control. He has been practising magic the whole time! "Y-you... Cheater!" I angrily shout which makes him smirk.

"I didn't know someone could cheat during sex," he answered in a grunt as he slowly pulls out before ramming back in harshly which makes me arch my back and scream in ecstasy. "I just have an amazing self-control over my own needs," he adds after pulling my arm, so I am now straddling him. When I don't move after a few seconds, he bucks his hips up making me moan lightly, "Well? What are you waiting for?"

"Stop using magic, and I bet you will come before me," I taunt as I caress his muscular chest slowly.

Nikolas raises one of his perfect brows at my statement before letting out a deep and sexy chuckle, "Show me then."

Exhausted, I sigh loudly before gathering the last of my strength in my legs. At a slow pace, I lift myself up before going back down on his shaft. Simultaneously, I move my hands from his chest to his thighs and I arch my back a little to secure a better grip. Without hesitating, I fasten my pace as I rotate my hips to find the best angle. When I find it, we both let out a moan as I feel his pelvis buck up. I grin at him as I continue to move faster and faster. Without stopping, I lean forward and start to gently bite on his collarbone before trailing up to his neck. There, I nuzzle it and the smell is so addicting. I can basically feel the hot and syrupy honey flowing through his vein. When I feel his comforting hand on my back, it is only then that I finally realize that I have been licking his neck.

"I-I am sorry. I don't know what took over me," I apologize as I try to get out of my daze even if I don't comprehend why I did it.

"It's okay, Micah. I'm sorry to have made you wait but just hold it a little longer," Nikolas answers softly as he caresses the back of my head, before moving his hips rapidly.

I moan wantonly as he hits my prostate without mercy. Unlike then, his thrusts aren't calculated at all. He is ramming inside of me without restraint and when I feel his hand wraps around my shaft, he swallows my moan with a kiss. I am getting drunk off my ass of this man. He is everywhere. All I can see, smell and touch is him.

As if I have been triggered by something, I experience an undying urge to ejaculate as an immense pleasure invade my whole being. I throw my head back as I moan and groan uncontrollably when I felt Nikolas' hand stroke my cock.

"I'm going... Oh, God..." I moan hoping he understands what I have just said.

"I'm close too," Nikolas grunts before adding, "Come with me, Micah."

He moves his hips faster and faster as if chasing his own orgasm. Soon, my eyes roll back when he gives one final thrust with his big and hard cock while going deeper inside of me. Then everything becomes white as I come all over our chests, and before I can get down from my peak, it happens. I feel Nikolas sinks his long canines in my neck as I go over the edge one more time, but way more intensely. During this fleeting moment of bliss, I feel Nikolas for the first time. It is as if I am seeing through his eyes and feeling myself through his hands. I can even smell the air he breathes and feel his heartbeat as if we had a pulse. It feels like we have fused together for a moment. Suddenly, it strikes me. All the joy and the sensation of being whole, to not be alone anymore. The state I am in right now is like euphoria... It is indescribable. It is enchanting.

And then everything becomes normal again to my dismay. Except for the fact that my canines are pushing against my gums and my envy to pounce on my mate. Something inside of me is encouraging me to bite this man. If I do it, I will surely be able to feel it again and again for the rest of my life.

As soon as he retracts his fangs from my jugular, I pounce on him like a famished animal. Nikolas doesn't even move. He lays there on the bed while observing me. When I look at him in the eyes, I can see my reflection in it. My hair is dishevelled, my eyes are glowing in a crimson hue and my lips are chapped. When I look at my mate. He is basically in the same state as I am, but just sexier.

He is mine.

Without hurrying, I place intimate kisses on his neck before licking it. He tastes divine. Then without any hesitation, I open my mouth wide before sinking my canines into his neck. I can clearly feel his skin break under the pressure as his blood flows straight into my mouth. As soon as I sample the familiar nectar, it sends shivers through my whole being as I moan. As I greedily drink, I feel a warmth enveloping my whole being. This time it happens a lot slower. I gradually feel myself being pulled into my mate. We are becoming one again, and I love this feeling. Shortly, my fangs retract by themselves as I lick Nikolas' neck clean of blood.

"How are you feeling?" my mate asks as I pull away from his neck and he wipes his thumb on my lips surely to get a drop of his blood away.

Before he can pull his hand away, I snatch it and put his finger into my mouth to lick it while Nikolas observes me without a word.

"Fuzzy, but warm and happy," I smile at him for what I think it's the first time since we met. "What about you?"

"You really don't know?" he asks with a raised brow as he brings my fingers to his lips to kiss it lightly.

I close my eyes and search for our mating bond. When I detect it, I feel a link connecting the two of us together. It is shiny and warm. There, I can perceive my mate's emotions. He is ecstatic about our new relationship.

When I open my eyes, I happily answer, "I can feel it."

He gives me a toothy smile, "Let's sleep. I know you are tired."

Just like that, my eyes close on its own and I fall asleep in my mate's arms.

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As I open my eyes, I am greeted by the usual white and immaculate ceiling, but one thing is different. I am not freezing like every morning. Maybe it is the blanket? It doesn't look unfamiliar.

Yawning, I try to extend my arms over my head, but I bump into something. Slowly, I rotate my head and see Nikolas still sleeping next to me. I stare at the man not registering why he is sleeping in the same bed as me. He never did that. Then everything comes back to me in waves. I remember the sex marathon and us completing the mating. So, it wasn't a dream or a nightmare... It was reality. Looks like I am stuck with this man for the rest of my life.

Turning on my side, I silently watch his sleeping face. I reach out to caress his short beard with my fingers and surprisingly, it is softer than I thought. His brown hair and beard make his skin look even whiter. Who would have thought that someone as scary as this man can look, so cute and innocent, almost like a teddy bear.

I roll my eyes at my thoughts. Look at me, just after the mating I act like a lovestruck teenager. I am so pathetic. Nikolas said that if I still despise him after our mating, he will break our bond. In fact, I fear that I will be the one to get attached and the one to get abandoned. He clearly stated that the feeling he has for me wasn't love, but maybe affection because of the link between us. This happened yesterday, but I don't know if he will one day change his mind. Imagining my mate be with someone else makes my heart hurt as if it has been crushed. I only hope that I will not regret my decision.

I yelp and jerk my hand away when I feel pain on my finger. Back to reality, I perceive Nikolas observing me with a smile as I start to glare at him. How dare he bite my finger.

"Were you enjoying the view?" he asks in a raspy voice which I find sexy, but there is no way in hell that I will tell him that.

"Your face only happened to be there," I answer as I get on my back, but once I heard him chuckle I turn my head to look at the man laying next to me. "What?"

"You're so adorable," he states as he props himself up with his elbow and places his head on his hand.

"Why are you always saying that?" I groan in annoyance.

"Because you believe that our mating bond is one way only?" he sweetly answers making me frown.

"What do you mean by that?"

"You find my raspy voice sexy, but there's no way in hell that you're telling me about it. Doesn't it sound familiar?" he says with a smile plastered on his face.

As soon as I hear the sentence, I go thermonuclear. My face must be as red as a tomato or even redder if it's even possible. How can I not have thought about it? I am so stupid. I have to find a way to obstruct him from my head.

"There is something named privacy," I exhaustedly sigh from everything that happened in these pasts few days.

"Aw, come on. You know so little about our world that is what makes you so cute."

"You are not helping about your case," I pout as I push his hands away.

"Don't worry, I will teach you everything I know," he hauls me into his chest before placing a few kisses on my neck. "Are you hungry? We can do it now," he whispers into my ears as shivers take over my body.

"Is sex the only thing you can think about? We just did it last night..." I successfully respond without letting out any embarrassing sounds.

"You should feel it too... Mating is not a one time deal you know," he explains as he gently bites my earlobe making me flinch. "I bet you're craving it too."

"I-I don't..." I gasp when I feel his hand travel from my chest to my nipple.

"You don't need to deny it. I can feel your lust too."

I can't help it. Each time Nikolas fondles me, my body can't stop reacting. I have never been so aroused in only a few touches. I let out a surprised gasp when I feel him pinch my nipples, but what surprised me the most is the fact that I am already so close to coming.

"S-something... is wrong with me," I whimper as my body can't stop trembling in pleasure as my mate masterfully plays with my body.

"Nothing is wrong. After mating, we need to solidify our bond together. That is why we both desire it," he explains before licking my neck making me moan loudly as I tilt my head to allow him to have more access to my neck. "After a few days, we should get back to normal."

"Y-you're kidding..."

"Let's enjoy ourselves, Micah, my beloved mate."