I broke down because sometimes the world gets to be a little too much I broke down because sometimes holding things in is the only way I know how to function so I broke down

I broke down I lashed out at the ones that I love the ones that were only trying to be there for me I broke down I screamed and cried because instead of talking to someone I held my worries in because the one in my mind told me that no one would understand and for these last couple months I've been trying to find out how I'm going to juggle a job and cook dinner and take care of my cat and have time to do my exercises all in one day so it stress me out the and the one in my mind been getting to me instead of talking to someone I held it in because I thought I could figure this out on my own and because of that I broke down