Dear diary,

The most amazing thing happened today. So I had a bad day I am starting to be excluded again. And then there’s the stress of school and other things we aren’t going to go over. So I walk from school to the library every day. So that’s about a mile. But I sat outside and I got my laptop out to do schoolwork when this dog and guy walked up to me. He asked if I was alright from a distance I guess to make me feel safe which I was thankful for. I told him “Ya I just had a hard day” He asked if that was all and I lied and said yea. He then asked if he could sit next to me and we talked for about an hour. I ended up crying and I told him everything that was wrong and my life stories and he listened gave me advice and related to me. It turns out that he is also struggling with depletion and he just recently moved into the city so he doesn’t have a lot of friends. He also struggles with drugs and actual. He is getting better with depletion but it’s not something that you can just cure. It’s something that comes and goes. One minute you can be crying and the next 15 min you can be super happy. He told me to go back into counseling and that it helps but I have a hard time opening up. Its also cost a lot if I remember. Idk what to do. I think I might take his advice. Life is just hard in general. It was different though. I am usually the One who is giving help. It's odd to accept it. That’s just how I was raised. But by the end of our talk, I felt relieved and he was holding my hand and prayed with me. It was great. He has a tattoo on the inside of his left arm that’s a verse and I thought that was cool. And he was surprised at how fast his dog came to licking me. he was in my lap halfway through our talk. I got home and my dog was all jealous and smelling the other dog on me. it was funny. But I better do more school work. I'll try and update more. And I will do the second part of my life story. I’m working on it but I get a teary-eyed case of the beginning. So that should be up soon.