Ali headed to me and grabbed my arms, shook me and said: Do you know what you ask me to do? You ask me to forget the dearest one to my heart and the most precious person to me in this life. Do you know what that means? That way you ask me to forget how to live because you mean the very life to me"

Then he hugged me so tightly, put his head on my shoulder and said "Please do not judge me by death."

I pushed him away immediately and I said, "I'm so sorry Ali, you can not hug me like this anymore this is a mistake, I'm not his child anymore. This matter is not up to me. I have to leave as my parent ordered me to do. Goodbye Ali. "

Then I turned back in order to leave. suddenly, he grabbed me by the hand from the back so tightly .I turned back to find his eyes were getting wet.

I was pretending to be strong but the truth that my heart was keeping on bleeding . As I withdrew my hand from his hand, Ali said from now on I will breathe like living people, but I will be like a dead.

Hanin said, "Do not think too much. It will be difficult at first but you will get used to it and you will be fine. Goodbye Ali. "

out of the blue he took me between his arm and said," I won't ever, ever, ever be able to forget you. "

His words tore my heart apart. I could not afford that any more therefore I pushed him away and ran away as fast as I could while I was weeping.

And after I returned to my room I searched everywhere but I could not find my pink diary and even when I went back to the same place where I met Ali and we were talking in I could not find it either.

In the evening I left this town and never get back again.

Ali said, "Heay, Hanin why did you was lost in your thoughts when you held this diary."

Hanin shook her head ,smiled and said, "I just was recalling the past. "

Ali Said, "You did not tell me what you did after you left? "

Iwent to genius IQ school. Year after year the government was rewarding me and giving me a lot of prizes, money and medals. Two years ago, my father died and my mother followed him. I was so sad and so lonly .So I decided to put all my grief and concentration in my research.

Ali said, "Wow, what is your research about?

Hanin said, "It is about finding a cure for leukemia without the need for chemotherapy or resort to the operations .it's only tablets .The tablets will make the blood cells which infected by cancer destroy each other.In the end the healthy cells will be the only one which be remain ."

"But I have not finished my research yet . It will be finsh a year from now, so the government has given me my own lab and given me agrant in order to finish my research and here I am in Japan to do it.