All of sudden Hanin took Ali between her arms , puting his head on her chest , wrapping one of her hand around his neck , moving her other hand on his hair and said , " Are you lost you mind ? You are my love life? I have never loved and will never love anyone as much as I love you . without any doubt I have feelings for you as much as you have for me and maybe more . I wish so much that I will practice my sexual life with you as lovers , but I fear for you so much . "

" I did not want to be selfish and seek for my sexual desires only because your life and health are my most important part of satisfying my desires . more important than feeding my lust because if something bad happened to you because of something I did to you , I will hate myself & I won't be able to forgive myself for the rest of my life and will not be able to continue to life while I carrying remorse of that in my heart . "

" If you want me , here Iam , I am all yours , you can do whatever you want with me , I will never hold you back from doing this any more , but be merciful on me and pity yourself & myself while you doing it for my sake . You should fear for me as I fear for you by taking care of your health for my sake . "

Suddenly Ali smiled , looking into her eyes holding her by both of her arms , shaking her and said with surprise & joy , " Are you serious ? Would you actually allow me to practice my sexual life with you as a husband ? Do you really want as I want to make that night our entry night . "

Hanin got red , looked down , bit her lip and said, " yeah , I want it as much as you want . I want to make this night our wedding night . "

Ali laughed loudly and said , " Oo, God , How much merciful you are ? finally I will grant my single wish of my life , before I die . Finally I will have you befor I watch them lower me into the ground , before they cover me with dust in my tomb . "

Suddenly, Ali hears Hanin crying her eyes out .

Ali said , " No , No , No , I don't want to see your tears .Don't grieve me . I'm so sorry for saying this loudly and make you sad . "

Hanin said , " Are you insane ? Since when ? You became hide your pain and your feelings from me . "

" I will never forgive you if you do not share your pain , feelings, and sorrows with me . As you were always doing , Im so sorry I couldn't hold my tears back , because you are all that left of my whole family in this life and now you became my whole family so I couldn't bear imagining of losing you . forgive me for crying and made you feel bad . "