Relying on unseen feelings alone

my heart’s key - discarded, thrown

I was giving you pain

Similar to what I’ve gain

Thinking in mad disdain

Abandoning the truth in vain

Scatter doubts into the night stars

Embosom burden within my scars

Resulting to anxiety and doubt

Salvation and hope I sought

Obsessed into exhaustion of my all

Dared to inch near death’s call

Remembered lost presence

Fainting in your essence

Depth of once enamored feelings

Oh what happiness and joy it brings

I hope and long for the answer

All these pain will I conquer?

Memories will continue to live

Forever inside I shall grieve

Espying an exit to escape

Fate in my hands I'll shape

There was nothing I protect

Now what's left is bitter regret

Destination strayed nowhere

Folly visions of us together

Casted aside utter useless

Times spent together - meaningless

No matter how much tear I shed

You aren't here and this is the end.

“It's the emptiest and yet the fullest of all human messages: 'Good-bye.’” ― Kurt Vonnegut