Steven kept silent and didn't utter a aword . Arabs consider the silent is the sign of acceptance , so she said , " Thank you for letting me do that . I am so grateful to you . "

Walaa was pretanding that she is so strong , but inside her all this was ripping her heart in the worst way .

She want him so badly , She want him to contain her , She didn't want only a kiss she was wanting all of him without any exception , but she knew that If she asked him for any thing else , he would definitely refuse .

He doesn't remember her nor has any feelings for her , so she convinced herself that a kiss would be enough , but she was completely knowing that all were a lie , but what could she do , she ran out of options .

She felt that it is getting harder and harder to breathe , She felt as if her heart was going to stop .

The person who she considers him as the soul of her body finally she would touch him , His breath which she considers it as the air which she breathes finally she will breathe it , Finally she is going to feel his breath warmth , The person who his love filled her until she overflowed , Finally she will be between his arm by her own in a closed room .

She felt alot of pain inside her chest . Her heart was beating so hard that she felt her heart was gonna pop out of her chest .

She was talking to herself , " I don't know should I be happy or sad ? "

The man who I always thought that I do not belong to any where except to him , Who has always been my homeland and I thought that he will remain so forever , The man who was always belongs to me now I have a kiss with him under condition ."

" But it doesn't matter as long as I spend my time around him and I see him fine in front of me . It does not matter if I mean anything to him or not , all I want is seeing him fine and happy . "

Then she approached him while she was trembling, she sniffed his breath and talked to herself , " Oh my God , Why am I trembling ? Where all my courage has gone ? Isn't that what I wanted to do a long time ago ? Why am I so scared ? What am I afraid of ? Do I fear to approach him again ? Do I fear that the feelings inside me will ignite again , while he may not remember me at all ? "

" But , it doesn't matter , I can barter my life for those moments . "