“Victor?”. Yuri’s sudden movements and speech surprised me and made me flinch a little bit. We looked at each other's faces. “Good morning Yuri. You feeling ok?”. “My butt feels weird. Ha, ha”, Yuri said with a slight chuckle. I laughed out my nose and smiled a bit. My smile shifted to a frown as I thought about our lives again. “Are you ok?” Yuri asked. “Hmm?... Oh yeah, I'm fine". “What are you thinking about?”. Yuri snuggled into my chest a little more. “Umm…” I didn't want to tell Yuri the truth. “Just the competition coming up”. Yuri looked up at me seeming disappointed, “Oh... Ok...”.

A few minutes passed in silence. It looked like Yuri was thinking as hard as I was. “Victor…”. “Yes?”. “I love you”. “I love you too”. I wrapped my arms around his torso and Yuri did the same. “Yuri, I have to pee,” I said later on. “Too bad”, Yuri said selfishly as he squeezed me tighter. “Hee hee. I'm serious Yuri. '' He just snuggled me even tighter. “I'm gonna pee on you”. “I don't care”. “You are such a brat,” I said giggling.

I pushed him off of me and put on new underwear. “I’ll be right back,” I said with confidence. “You better”. I walked out of the bedroom and headed towards the restroom with my bag of morning stuff. I did my routine and looked at myself in the mirror. I didn't know whether to be disgusted with myself or not. The door creaked open and Yuri walked in.

“Why do you look so upset?” Yuri said while wrapping his arms around my waist.

“Yuri, what are we gonna do now?”

“What do you mean?”

“I mean we had sex last night.”

“And?”

“Our relationship will never go back to what it was. So, what are we gonna do now?”

‘Victor...”

Yuri held me tighter.

“We are gonna do whatever we want to.”

“Then what do you want?”

“What do you want, Victor?”

“...I don't know...”

Yuri snuggled into me even more. I placed my hand onto Yuri’s head that was still resting on my shoulder. He looked up at me and for a few seconds, we both had the same idea. We both were scared to take action. I was the one to finally do what we were both thinking. I leaned my head and kissed him on the lips. It was very uncomfortable, but I didn't care. I moved my head back and looked at his expression. I knew he wanted more.