Being on LSD is weird. The rest of my night was affected by it, sometimes I still think back to this night and wonder if any of it was real, or it was all just some trip. I guess that's why part of me is going over the whole night again, just to be sure.

What was real and what was just the trip?

Riff changed into many outfits throwing clothes all over the floor as I sat there on a grassy hill and watched her. She was like some actor who changed roles every time she changed clothes. What fascinated me, even more, was that everything around her would change as well.

She came out in a red dress, a long slit down the side, leaning against the door frame in a sexy pose. I laughed because the scene behind her changed to some club and I swear I heard sexy saxophone music and people whistling in the background. I did my own whistle which caused her to laugh and go back in the closet.

When she came out she was in a black suit, a fedora on, and her shirt was left unbuttoned. I could see her bra. Around her, everything turned black and white and sad piano music began to play. I laughed some more.

She went back in and came out wearing a different dress. This one was black and really short, so short that it barely went down to mid-thigh. It was sleeveless and form-fitting. Around her, the butterfly wings expanded fully out and sparkles rained down. In the background, I heard the sound of a record skipping after it is done playing its song.

"Well that's your most interesting face yet, so you like this then?" she asked.

I got up and walked over to her.

The LSD was affecting me in a weird way. I was more open, freer. I wasn't afraid to feel and experience what I was feeling. In fact, I wanted to explore the feeling deeper. I needed to find out where it came from and why I was feeling it. When I saw her like that, I felt like I wanted to touch her, to hold her. My heart went pitter-patter inside of me. I wanted to know why.

I ran my hands slowly up her arms; she let me. then I ran them through her hair and when I did that I swear sparkle dust went everywhere. She moved even closer to me.

"Whoa..." I chuckled lightly as I got to look into her multicolored eyes.

In one eye was a blizzard, like a snow globe. The other was a dessert, sand blowing everywhere. Both eyes were a storm, just a different kind of storm.

"Now you." she slowly pulled away and pushed me towards the closet.

I nodded and walked in.

Inside was like very loud. I felt like a thousand movies were all playing at once. I cringed and covered my ears.

"Shh!" I said

And to my surprise, everything quieted down.

I sighed in relief and looked through the movie categories to find what I wanted to wear. I found one outfit that sounded like the laughing track to a sitcom and put it on. I walked out and Riff's eyes went so big! She started laughing really loud again, which made laugh at her funny laugh.

"What happened?" she walked over to me.

"What?" I tried to stop laugh.

"You, you turned into a bunny rabbit!" she laughed.

"I did?" I looked down at the bunny suit I was wearing.

"Bunny!" she wrapped her arms around me and hopped around.

We feel to the floor in laughter.

"Wow, you are a big bunny." She laughed at me.

"Okay, okay, hold on." I crawled back into the closet.

I once again looked through the clothes and saw something from a western movie. I put it on. When I walked out I put my hands on my hips and said,

"I run these here parts." Before flicking the edge of my cowboy hat.

She laughed some more.

I had to blink several times to let my eyes adjust to her because the more she laughed the brighter she glowed. She skipped over to me and pulled me by my belt buckle. I watched as she unbuttoned my shirt and let it hang open, then she took my belt off and the pants and pulled them down so I was in my underwear. Again my heart began to roll around inside of me.

"Much better." She flicked my hat.

I grabbed her and pulled her close. She giggled into me.

"Your skin is so warm," I said as I ran my hands up her arms and her neck.

"So is yours." She began to run her hands up my stomach.

"I feel funny," I admitted.

"How so?"

"Like... like I don't know... like all hot inside of me. Like I want to touch you and I want you to touch me. Like... I feel ticklish and happy and I want to smile."

"Then smile." She laughed.

So I did.

"Why do I feel like this?" I asked her.

"I don't know." She laughed.

"Hey, that's my line." I ran my hands up her thigh.

"It is!" she laughed.

I pushed her until we were on what used to be a mushroom and was now just a floating blob of colors. She sank into it a bit, I got on top of her. Her wings were flayed out under her. I ran my hands up her thighs and then even up her dress, pulling her dress up to her hips. I wanted to feel all of her skin.

She watched me in silence.

I made her turn over so I could unzip the dress then I pulled it off her body and made her lay back down. My eyes drank in her glowing skin. The tattoo of a snake wrapped around a guitar on her ribs began to move.

I jumped a little when the snake began to unwrap itself and crawl all over her skin. As if preventing me from touching her. It tried to bite me and I kept jerking my hands back. Her guitar began to strum itself and random cords would ring out around us.

"Touch me." she whispered.

"I can't, the snake won't let me." I said.

"What snake?" she looked down at herself.

"That one!" I pointed as it rested and watched me from her stomach.

"It won't bite you," she said.

"Yeah huh, it will! It already tried." I said.

"Touch me." she whimpered.

I shook my head no.

She pulled me down and forced me to lay next to her. My eyes went wide because above us was a haze of mixing colors. Like some type of acrylic paint pour. I was startled when she laid her head on my chest.

"I miss it sometimes." She says out of nowhere.

"Miss what?"

"My old life. My friends, my family, my everything. I miss it a lot. It hurts... to think about it too long. Sometimes I wonder if they ever think about me, and if they do, what they think of me now?" she was practically whispering.

I felt like the room was getting darker and darker. Not even the colors on the ceiling could be seen anymore.

"How often is sometimes?" I asked.

"All the times." She admitted.

"Have you ever tried to talk to them?"

"No... I sort of feel ashamed. Like they would be disappointed in me. I don't want to face them, but I guess I have no choice now..."

"No... You don't have to do it now... I'm here with you now. I'm still here, it will be okay." I rubbed my hand up and down her softback. Her wings moved a bit.

"Yeah?"

"I think so. I bet everything will be just fine. You are Riff after all, I mean you made it this far, you can make it a little farther."

"Yeah! I guess your right!" she sat up and smiled.

I laughed and sat up too.

The room got brighter.

Then she jumped up and walked over to the window and opened it.

"I can go farther! Woo!" she shouted out the window.

I laughed.

"Riff, close the window," I said.

"Emm k, but only if you smooch me, hot momma." She turned to face me.

I laughed harder.

"Hot mamma? What the hell? That's the best you got? No shame even like this!" I laughed.

She started laughing too.

I walked over to her and closed the window for her.

"smooch me!" she demanded.

The weird thing was like that, I kind of really wanted to. I want to feel her on me, her skin on my skin, her lips on me. I bit my lip and averted my gaze.

"Fine! Then I'll smooch you." she said.

I felt her kiss me on the cheek.

It was like a splash of hot water was thrown on me. I turned to her and she giggled at my face.

"You want to smooch me now?" she smirked.

I nodded.

"Come on." She tapped her lips.

I leaned it but then she ran away laughing.

"Hey!" I chased after her.

She laughed, all around the house she laughed. Running everywhere in her underwear. I got dizzy and had to stop running. The world sort of swirled and mixed up all around me like when you combine all the colors and are disappointed when it comes out brown.

She trotted over to me and stole my cowboy hat, putting it on herself.

"These are my parts now." She laughed.

I laughed too. I just felt so happy to be there with her. So open and carefree. I totally forgot about the police looking for us, or that I ditched Heather at the clubs. I just wanted to be there with her and keep feeling so god damn happy. I didn't even know I was capable of being that happy, or when was the last time I felt that happy; if such a time even existed.

"Come on." She grabbed my hand and we walked back upstairs. the walls were like rubrics cubes, colorful squares that kept on moving. I got distracted by it and stared for a long time, until Riff pulled me with her.

We walked to the bathroom when she turned the light on everything went BAM! And exploded with color. I gasped at the sight of it. It felt hard to focus on anything, like it was all just too blinding, still she pulled me in.

I saw her touch everything, like it was all fuzzy or something she just kept on rubbing and touching things. A big jumbo bottle of mouthwash drew my attention. It was changing colors and basically calling out to me. I grabbed it and opened it. Riff's eyes went big.

"Looks like lava." She said.

"No, rainbow." I said.

She grabbed it from me and poured some in the sink, we were both fascinated by it. then she poured some in her mouth spilling a lot on herself, which made me laugh. I took the bottle from her and did the same.

She started bouncing from foot to foot before spitting it out.

"Lava! Hot, hot, hot!" she fanned her mouth.

I felt my own mouth start to burn and tingle. I swished it around a bit before spitting it out, the rainbow was all fizzy when it came out of my mouth. She went to close the bottle but knocked it over on the floor and it started spilling everywhere.

"Lava! The floor is lava!" she hopped up on the counter.

I laughed and backed up until I tripped over myself and fell on my butt.

"You have to jump Solo! Before it spreads too much!" she said.

I got up and braced myself before running and jumping over the spilled rainbow. I made it to the other side but then slide and busted my ass again. Riff jumped from the counter to the doorway and also fell. We laid there for a moment and laughed.

Then she once again crawled onto me and rested her head on my chest. I felt her lips kiss me on my cleavage. I pet her head and sighed in pleasure as the kiss made my whole body vibrate it seemed like.

She rolled all the way on top of me and started kissing me all over. I ran my hands up her back.

"mmm." I moaned softly.

She pulled me out of my shirt and moved my bra to the side. I felt her lips on my breast and my heart went pitter-patter again, this time louder and faster.

"Solo you taste so good." She whispered.

"Creep..." I moaned.

She laughed.

I knocked the hat off her head. She smiled at me. I felt her lean in, her eyes locked onto my lips. I leaned in too, just a little. Our lips touched softly, but we didn't kiss. She was breathing heavy as was I. It was all so intense, like I couldn't control how I was feeling and those feelings were ten times stronger than they normally would have been.

I knew that if we kissed then I wouldn't have been able to stop her from getting what she wanted, but at that moment, that was all I wanted too. But for some reason she held back, she restrained herself.

She pulled away and got off of me before helping me up. I fixed my bra back into place.

"We got to go, come on Solo, let's get our clothes." She said.

"Why? Why do we have to go?" I whined.

"Because... we are homeless." She said.

"Oh," I said like it made perfect sense when in reality it made zero sense at all.

So after struggling to focus and find our clothes we finally got dressed, went downstairs and grabbed our jackets and then walked right out the front door. Leaving the house completely trashed behind us.