I'm not the person I was I know that now because when I look in the mirror no longer seeing myself through her eyes I and I don't hate the image I see because it was never me it was her the one in my mind and because I no longer let her make me blind I know I'm not the person I was

I know I'm not the person I was but things had to happen for me to realize that I hurt my ankle at work chasing after a dog but I thought it would be fine and I tried to work on it and I couldn't the pain just got worse so I had to go to the doctor and they told me that I sprained my ankle so now I'm in a cast that I have to wear for 2 weeks and I know I'm no longer the person I was because when I had injured myself in the past I felt like my world was falling apart at my feet like there was nothing I could do to fix it completely utterly lost and hopeless but this time I don't feel like that I don't let her make me think those thoughts I don't let her make me feel that way but I will be honest there was a moment a moment when she told me this is because you're finally happy this is because somebody came into your life that made it a little bit brighter but instead of letting her words hurt me I told her their will never be a positive without a negative I know that's how life works so whenever there is negative I will not let them break me and when there is positive I will cherish those moments because I'm truly happy to know I'm not the person I was