I go home, park my bike, lock the main door and go to my room. I undress to take a shower. I open the tap as water started to pour on my head. I remembered what my past life was like and what happened to make me hate it so much. that is a story to tell another time. then I thought about the deal. I knew that it will help but now that I think about it. there is a wired feeling in my heart. 

it is just Kosuke, he just, he looks cute and when he fell on me I wanted to hold him. what am I thinking? I closed the tap and I put on some clothes. and lay on my bed. I tried to sleep but a lot was going on my mind. as the time flys, I fall asleep and the light fades away.