At this point in the night, I was pretty sure I was in love with the girl. Weirdly. It was like the high was erasing all my inhibitions and I just let myself feel what I wanted to feel. I wanted to be with her, all night and every night after. I don't care where or when, wherever she was is where I wanted to be.

We held hands and walked up the hill. Around us were acres of bare land. Nothing but grass and trees as far as the eye could see. We were pretty far from the city which was a good indicator for how long we were on that train since the train couldn't have been going faster than 35 mph or else I would have been seriously hurt by jumping off.

I would say we were probably on that train at least an hour maybe an hour and a half. Meaning it should be around 2 to 3 in the morning. I am pretty sure Heather was freaking out somewhere thinking that I was either kidnapped or killed or something. Because Heathers are always dramatic and they automatically jump to the worst possible thing that could have happened.

If Riff wasn't holding my hand I think I would have fallen down multiple times because to me the ground looked all wiggly and wobbly. I was stumbling around and snorting in laughter as the ground wiggled and moved. Riff was laughing at me laughing.

"Hey, hey, hey," I tugged on Riff's arm.

"What?"

"The ground is moving."

"I know." She laughed.

"Like the ocean!" I said.

She laughed some more.

"You are trippin balls Solo," She playfully pushed me.

"Wow, this is so cool." I stumbled forward.

she pulled me along until we reached the top then she tripped and brought me down with her. I laughed and rolled over on to my back. She did the same then we looked at the sky. I felt like I could stare at it forever. Like the stars were all swirling around in big toilet bowls and someone pulled the flusher.

"Whoa!" I gasped.

Riff reached her hand out as if she was touching the stars.

"I want to be just like them." She said.

"Huh?" I couldn't turn to look at her because I was too distracted.

"I want to be like a star."

"Yeah, what do you think that would be like?"

"Always shining bright, lighting up the darkest of skies. Just being there to guide people and show them that even if you can't reach the moon you can still land among the stars. I want to be like that."

"That sounds amazing," I whispered.

She giggled.

"What about you, what do you want to be like?"

"I don't know... I want to be like... I don't know..." I stared at the sky.

She curled up into me and I wrapped my arms around her. I felt like we were pulsing just like those stars. It took my breath away.

Then I felt her lips on my neck again.

I gasped in surprise.

She smiled on my skin before kissing my neck softly. It was like a rush of warm water gushed inside of my body and splashed all around, just barely spilling over the edges. Like someone had grabbed a big bucket and filled it up before pouring it down into me with a loud crash of water.

She took my small gasp as an encouraging sign and rolled on top of me her legs straddling me. I looked into her multicolored eyes and her pupils were huge! I was just lost in them for a second and I think she was lost in my eyes as well.

"Wow, I love your eyes," I said breathlessly.

"Yeah... I like yours too." She said.

I felt so hot like the combined heat from our bodies was too much and that I was going to start sweating at any moment. She must have felt the same because she quickly took her jacket off and tossed it to the side.

I just looked up at her and waited to see what she would do next. She pulled back and pulled me out of my hoodie and I let her. I sat up and couldn't take my eyes off her, even if everything was spinning in colorful swirls around her.

She was like the center of my universe, glowing so bright and everything swirling around her was like the stars and the galaxies. She was more than just a star she was everything. I grabbed her by the shirt and pulled her closer.

Our lips brushed against each other and she was breathing hard. She pressed her forehead against mine and I ran my hands up her legs slowly.

"Fuck Solo, I've never felt like this before." She whispered against my lips.

"Me either," I said.

Then I moved and kissed her neck just like she kissed mine.

She was breathing so heavy; I swear I thought she was having some type of Asthma attack or something. I copied what she had done to me earlier. Sucking the skin into my mouth and giving her a hickey.

She pushed me back and I eyed her in confusion. Then she took her shirt off and set it on the ground before pulling my shirt over my head and setting it down next to it. Then she laid on top of them and grabbed my hands forcing me to get on top of her. Her chest was rising and falling like the ocean at high tide.

I quickly went back to my handy work and she moaned softly.

I ran my hands up her bare stomach. Her skin was so smooth and soft. I wanted to touch it, touch all of it. So I did. I let my hands run wild. I grabbed a handful of her breasts through her bra that caused her to moan really loudly. I ran my hands down her side and held her hips. She was gyrating against me rubbing her core against my leg which was wedged between her own. I moved my lips from her neck down to her chest before I wanted more.

I pulled back to catch my breath and looked into her eyes which now were reflecting the starry sky above her.

"Kiss me," she begged.

"Okay," I whispered.

I leaned down and held myself above her for a moment. I was dizzy with pleasure, I was overwhelmed. My mind needed to catch up with my body. Apparently, she couldn't wait any longer because she pressed her lips into mine.

I felt like someone turned on a switch in me and I came alive with heat and electricity.

I pressed my lips deeper into hers.

My first real kiss.

Her hands glided up my arms to my neck, gently pulling me closer. Our lips broke apart for a second only to crash into each other again. It was a soft and simple kiss. We did it a few times her hands on my neck her fingertips tangled into my hair.

I wanted more.

On our next kiss, I let my tongue probe her lips and apparently that was the magic sign because her mouth opened up to me and our lips locked. I could taste the hints of smoke and mouth wash in her mouth. It wasn't a bad taste. It was rich and deep and kind of erotic and alluring to me.

She tasted like leather and hard rock. Like sneaking off at night and being secret lovers. She tasted like curse words and passionate speeches. Like gut punches and cigarette breaks. Like songs by a campfire and hot rod cars speeding down the highway. I could taste her laughter and sadness. I could taste her past and her present. I was tasting Riff and I loved the flavor of her.

The next time we pulled back I was light-headed. I rested my head against hers and did my best to catch myself, for I was falling too deep into her with nothing to hold on to or pull me back out.

We were both quiet. I don't think there were words that could describe what had just happened between us. If there were, I couldn't find myself saying them, they would sound too weird coming out of my mouth.

"I want to have sex with you." Riff said after we laid there collecting ourselves for about a minute.

"I know," I said.

"So let's do it." she ran her hands down my chest.

"Right now?" I asked.

She nodded.

"We don't even know where we are." I pointed out.

"I don't care, I need you." she whimpered.

"Not yet." I pulled back.

"Solo! You are so mean." She pouted.

I giggled at her.

"I still have my own goals remember." I pointed out.

"But you already know me!" she huffed.

"No, not yet, but almost."

I grabbed my shirt from under her and put it back on. Then I grabbed my hoodie and slipped that on as well. She sighed and stared at the stars for a second before getting up and putting her clothes on as well.

I got up and dusted myself off and she did the same.

Then I took her hand again and we walked some more. It wasn't long until we came upon a big long black wire fence. A no trespassing sign on it. I eyed the fence in wonder as the gaps between the wires seemed to grow bigger and smaller.

"Come on." Riff said before quickly climbing and hopping over the fence.

I eyed her.

"What? We've already broken every fucking law, might as well make it official and break as many laws as we can tonight." She smirked at me.

"You are trying to get me killed." I sighed.

Then I climbed the fence and she helped me over.

I stumbled forward and into her arms. She giggled. I playfully swatted at her and straightened myself out. She grabbed my hand again and we walked. I could see a cabin in the distance but I was too distracted by the large lake we were coming upon.

There was a dock and a sort of outhouse.

Riff looked around and as far as we could tell no one was home. There were no cars, no lights, no signs of life besides ourselves.

We walked over to the dock and sat down.

The water was just as mesmerizing as the sky. I could stare at it for days. I leaned over the edge and touched it. The ripples rocked my world because they seemed to go one forever. Riff took off her jacket again and set it to the side.

"Kiss me again." She said.

"Look at this!" I said in awe.

She giggled and pulled me into her arms forcing me to look at her.

I smiled at her.

"Kiss me please." She said.

"Only cuz you asked nicely." I teased.

She giggled.

I kissed her again and again, again.

She pushed me down on to the dock and before I knew it she was stripping me out of my clothes. Not that I wanted to stop her. She pulled my hoodie off and then my pants. I kicked my shoes and socks off, she pulled back and took her own shirt off.

"Fuck." She breathed heavy and I kissed her neck impatiently as she worked on getting her pants off.

Soon we were both in our underwear.

Even that was too much I turned the tables on her and pushed her down, pulling her out of her bra. She moaned loudly as I kissed her breast.

I pulled back and slipped her panties off and now she was completely nude.

I admired her body for a second, just drinking her in.

She sat up and pulled me out of my underwear and bra and so now we were both nude.

She roughly kissed me but we were too close to the edge and I slipped into the water and brought her with me.

We made a big splash and for a moment I was overwhelmed due to my trip. Still, I was able to grab on to the dock edge and pull myself up. I clung on to it for dear life.

She popped up with laughter.

"Solo!" she splashed water at me.

"Me!? you are the one who kissed me like that!" I defended myself.

She laughed and laughed and laughed. I laughed too.

"Ah shit Solo, you fucking crack me up." With that, she started floating on her back and let herself drift off into the middle of the lake.