Then she completed her words When.....he.....died......I ......Farida stated to breathe hardly........, Then she said, " oh my Gosh, I can't say one sentence at once, Then she bit her lips as she cried.

Then she yelled, " Why when He died in front of me I felt as if someone got my soul out of my body?"

Farida could hardly breathe as she said, " I felt that I'm deep in love with him in that nightmare, so far all this feeling which I was experiencing in this nightmare, All this feeling fills me, I feel as if he is my love life & he has died in front of my eyes for real, I want to cry so badly, I can't hold my tears back anymore.

Then, She cried for a while.

[ Awhile later]

She stopped crying and talked with herself loudly, "But why? it's so weird to feel such sadness in my heart for a man I didn't know him before, The heart is always saddened by the precious things which it(the heart) has it & appreciates it, Despite of that we never meet before & he hasn't any value in my heart, but why my heart feel all this pain for losing him in a dream? "

"But Why I feel so familiar with this man? Maybe I saw him in somewhere before? but Why I had a nightmare like this with a man I don't even know him?"

Boom!!!!! she said, " Oh my God, I remembered him, He is a famous American actor, who I saw his picture before in the news papers, I think his name was.........What was his name?........O , Yeah, His name was Chris.

But why I had such nightmare with him, I don't have any time for watching movies & I'm not that kind of girls who fall in love with an actor, I'm not a dreaming woman, I'm a very practical woman who only believes in a real life."

"All this must be faked by my unconscious mind, because I saw his picture before."

Then she patted on both of her cheeks by both of her hand & said to herself loudly, " Come on girl, Don't get too much emotional, You're not this kind of girls, Cheer up girl."

" Forget all this, It can not ever be true in this life, Our two worlds are too far from each other , As far as the distance between heavens & earth, He is from a side of the world & I'm from another side of the world."

"We can't ever meet each other one day, There are mountains, seas and oceans between us, plus I heard that he already has girlfriend & They are going to marry so soon, We won't ever met in this life or have such a relationship ever. "

Then she looked at the clock and said, " oh my God, I have to hurry up, I'm running late for my work."