I won't blame myself because you hurt me I won't blame myself because you broke my heart I won't blame myself because you lied to me I won't blame myself

I won't blame myself but when I hear my anxiety when I hear the one in my mind using the pain you inflated to fuck with me it's not easy to not blame myself it's not easy when she tells me you should have told him what you wanted you should have been more clear but I know he knows exactly what I thought we were I won't blame myself for not asking all those questions I wanted answers to I won't blame myself for loving him for caring for him for trusting him when he lied I won't blame myself for ending up with a broken heart I won't blame myself for the pain that someone else inflicted no matter how many times the one in my mind tries to make reasons for me to I won't blame myself