It's not okay to trust you that's what a part of me is still telling me and maybe it's anxiety that little fucking voice in my mind or maybe it's just me fearing heartbreak because when you say the things you do it makes my heart flutter it makes me blush it makes me smile it makes me laugh it makes me happy and the fact that you actually told me you care it makes me want to let my guard down it makes me want to drop all my defenses but they're still a part of me that says it's not okay to trust you