when will I not think of you when will I not find myself with tears running down my face because I miss the things you used to say when will there be a day when I don't think about you I need to know when will I not think of you

When will I not think you when I will forget the way your voice sounded when will I stop missing your voice when will I stop missing those texts you used to send me everyday I'm trying I'm trying so hard not to think about you not to remember You because I know you're not worth it because if I truly matter to you would have never let me go but you were there for me through so much it's hard for those things those moments not to make me think about you I'm never going to be able to look back on my second job without thinking about you because you were there and you helped me through that struggle you helped me get through my work shift when I was struggling you helped make me smile when I wanted to cry you made me laugh when I feel like I was falling apart and now I'm struggling to find a new job and you're no longer in my life because you lie me because you had someone else and the one thing I value most is honesty I don't know what to do I feel lost because the one person I want to talk to I can't because I can't just be your friends because you made me love you and it's fuck up because you told me you loved me to I don't know what to do now I'm trying to let you go I'm trying to forget you I'm trying to let go of what I feel for you I need to know when will I not think of you