So, it's a pretty big building, lots of students here and it has a sports field, erk I'll pass on that, I'm fine with my slim muscles, don't need more. Seems like a boring school, like all of them for that matter... Insecurity is filling me up, my heart is beating a bit faster than it should, yes, I'm freaking out a tiny little bit. I feel cold inside, keep changing school is never fun for me. Now I'm in front of the entrance and I feel a crowd pressure pulling me in the building, arch too many people here. Getting my schedule out of my bag, I search for my first course, helping myself with the map on the wall, cause like you could expect, I am completely lost.

After 5 min of learning how to use that plan, god, who thought it would be a good idea to mix the number and letters in the name of the doors, here I am entering my first course with a huge headache as the teacher asks me to present myself to the class, plz end me now. I am harboring a slight smile, forcing myself to not show that I just wanna run away. My heart races as I open my mouth.

"Good Morning, my name is Tyler." After that said, ignoring any weird glare, I rush my way at the empty desk that the teacher pointed out. Come on shy and insecure people out there, we all know that we hate class presentations. I calm myself down and follow all the boring courses of the morning without giving them much focus. I know it's lunchtime when I hear my stomach gurgling at the sound of the bell.

I found myself a nice spot in front of a window to eat at the cafeteria, more importantly, it's one of the only empty tables. But my peace ends as I hear and see a tray land in front of me. no please go away. The cold inside me is coming back and all my muscles start to tense, so I'm trying to take deep breaths to relax. I enterprise to discover who is in front of, pretty small boy hands, strong arms, straight shoulders, overall maybe a stocky-like body, he has some muscle, can't deny it, but his body balance goes more to the fat side. He has short brown hair, hazel eyes and a fairly small nose. He actually looks like a teddy bear but without much body hair, he looks a bit older, he might be in his last year of high school.

Suddenly I see something that makes me relax a bit, makes me feel more... comfortable. He has quite the smile, a huge one, I can sense all his good vibes towards me. But I block all those emotions and feelings as I'm thinking, maybe too much... it's not like I don't want to open myself to people but it hurts so bad, my whole body tenses and my heart is beating too hard as I continue to think, every time we have to move out I lose the friend that I have made, my eyes start to burn and become slightly waterish as press my shaking hand on my heart, fuck fuck fuck, calm your shit Tyler. I take a deep breath trying to free my head and my soul from any kind of feeling or emotion, I simply won't make new friends so I won't be hurt anymore, sure you promise to keep contact with each other but let's face it, it always fades away.

Alright, I feel better now, I'm putting my focus on my food as I wait to see if the boy is gonna stop staring at me and make any move, I see him settling at the table, still staring and opening up his mouth to start talking, yh no, he's not gonna leave.