Before I was an ‘Angel’, I was a normal and boring human being still in collage for hair and nails. The reason why I am dead is because my ex that I broken up with killed me out of anger and rage. My ex is dead dead now because Damon killed him after he found out who killed me. 

  One day when I going home from classes, I opened my apartment door and set my stuff down on the table and take my jacket off and snow boots off. I had a strange feeling someone was watching me so I look around and when I get to the kitchen I was pushed to the ground by a person in a pure black hoodie. They strangle me and I try to fight back but I couldn’t, everything was slowly turning black.

  When I woke up, I was chained on my bed from my arms and legs, I was shaking, it’s freezing and it wasn’t usually cold in my apartment but when I looked at myself, I was nude from top to bottom and my mouth was tapped shut and I saw a camera right by my bed pointed to capture me and someone else. I looked around scared and almost crying and there I see him, my ex named Justin. My tears broke free and ran down my face and I wanted to scream but couldn’t.

  Justin was nude completely with a creepy grin on his face, more tears run down my cheek. Justin climbs onto my bed and on top of me and wipes my tears off my face and looked at my eyes that were filled with pure fear and the urge to scream loudly for help. Justin whispers a couple of words in my ears I wish I could forget, “shush or die”. He turned the camera on while still being on top of my shaky body and did something I wish I could have forgotten but cant.

  While he was doing that I was able to get the tape off my mouth and scream while crying. He tried to shush me but I didn’t stop. 

  When I didn’t stop he un-chained me and my wrists and ankles feel free and I bolt out of the bed and run for the door but before I could open the door, Justin grabs me by my hair and throws me to the ground and I hit my head on the frame of my bed. My head starts bleeding and Justin walked to the bathroom and grabbed the shot gun I had incase of emergency, he shoots me two times and everything goes black. 

  I only remember seeing him punch my dead body when my spirit left the body and I remember seeing him cut me into small pieces and burning them to ashes. I would have rather been burned then whatever happened to me.

  I never had a proper burial when I died. I wish I couldn’t remember what he did but oh well.

  Wish I could tell Damon but he would be even more mad. Don’t want that.

A small note!:

If you have ever been raped or worse then that before or it happened but you never told anyone, tell someone please and thank you!