School, a place where everyone learns, goes in clubs, and has fun right? Well the learning part is true but the being in clubs and having fun for me at least is not... For example being silent in school makes you an easy target for bullies... Going to preschool it was fun to learn and the cool kids with all their cool cranes made you want that kind of stuff, want to be that kid with that stuff. Going and asking if you can try them and not staying quiet of wanting to try it...makes an argument of "I want it" or "it's mine!"..then a call home...then being yelled at... It's as if being quiet is better...then you wouldn't have to get in trouble for tattling on a student who bullies you... 

At points you are filled with rage and actually fight back only to be in trouble and that bullie not to be in trouble. Home isn't ever better. Come home to a dad who's drunk and he sees you have a black eye he'll call you weak, he'll even swear at you, and even if he wasn't drunk...he'd still do it... 

Moms are supposed to hug you tight and who you tell your problems to right? If that was the case for my mom, why would I ask? Grades never matter to my parents anymore...I might as well just run away...some place that is calm and nice to be around...a place I'd love to just sit at and think everything is ok.... Even that place has rules.. The border where no one is supposed to be at but...it's so nice on the other side...it feels like a huge weight got lifted off my shoulders. I wish I could stay there longer...