“I see that you really want to befriend the ‘unsociable’ new student, that is me. So I’m gonna tell you about me right now.” He looks shocked but also very attentive to my every word, his face is also showing a smirk. I know you’re happy, no need to shove it so obviously on your face ! “I never had many friends, I feel like everybody has a tendency to forget me, I used to get easily attached to people, but as I said I get forgotten, abandoned then. That’s why I acted distant towards you.” There is a bit of sadness in his eyes. “I can look like a haughty or snob person but I’m not, it’s just the way I express myself. I don’t mean anything bad or whatever. I actually like to help people, emotionally speaking or in their relationship, tho I might no be the best to give advice” I smirk at myself, how do you want to help people when you’re feeling awful yourself ?

“I feel happy… when people feel happy… thanks to me… if that makes sense” I look at Connor who nods like he understood everything well before I continue “On the physical part, well you have eyes… so it won’t be hard for you to imagine that people are skeptical when I say that I want to defend the bullied ones with my baby size and, rather small, muscles. Well, for information, they are more powerful than what they seem” I say that half trying to convince myself of it “I’m never afraid of getting physically hurt, but I do fear to be psychologically hurt. Oh and I do fear for others too, seeing other people in suffering is really painful. Idiots can laugh at me or insult me, I do not care, it even makes me laugh sometimes, but I see red when it happens to someone else. When I speak to you like I just did, I might seem strong and confident but about what’s happening inside my head, it’s a whole different story. To finish, it’s not because I don’t ask that I don’t want to know, on the contrary. I like to know everything about the people surrounding me.” I stand up off my seat, ready to go because I don’t know if I’m ready for him to answer something, but I stop to say “One last thing, it’s not because we don’t speak or see each other that I’m not attached and worry, speaking in a general matter here.”

I finally finished speaking and I’m completely outfaced by the look I see in his eyes, they are… shinning ? I’m ready to jump away but he’s faster and squeezes me in his arms before speaking.

“Thank you ! I already like you very much !” huh ? “So you finally accept my friendship ?” My brain just got fucked, I’m blushing so hard and stutter my answer.

“Y-Yeah, I didn’t o-opened up to you for no-nothing...” I’m totally shocked by his reaction, but somewhat feel… happiness ?

“I will never fail you ! You can count on me !” My body is relaxing, slowly relieving tensions as I’m showing a smile.