Hello, i am Aiko. I’m scared for what will happen to me when I die but I am ready, I am ready for death to come my way.  I sit in bed and yawn. 

  I look through my drawers and I find the flower petals I carried around, I thought I left it by the tree where I stepped on them. I throw the petals to the wall with tears rolling down my face and I sit on the ground in the corner of my room.

  Few hours past and I fallen asleep in the corner, I wonder how Damon is doing, I hope he’s doing well. I hug my legs and rest my head on my knees, I look at the flower petals. 

  I grab the flower petals and go outside and walk to somewhere I can burn stuff, I go to the forest and put the flower petals on the ground. I pour gasoline over them and the flower I had in the necklace I had, gasoline smells bad, ew.

  I throw a match at the pile of flower petals and the single flower, a big flame rises and I watch it burn. I smile and tears roll down my face, I hear something and I look around, I see my moms spirit in the corner of my eye and I fall to the ground and tears fill my eyes. 

  My mom looks at me and hugs me and strokes my head.......I stop moving and cry. What have I become? What will Damon think of who I have become? Should I run away?..what do I do?..