"If someone else was your mate, would you still be trying to resist him?"

"Probably no. If I didn't have to kill him and he didn't annoyed me with his presence." I said not really minding his question and eating my food. He watched my every move, like I would run away any second.

I think he looked a little hurt from my answer but actually I don't care. When I finished eating, he took the tray and put it on the nightstand.

"I want to pee." I said crossing my hands.

"Okay. I give you five minutes." He said behind me while I was going in the bathroom. I closed the door and did my business. After that I washed my hands and without stopping the water I went to the window I escaped the last time I was here. It was locked and from there I could make out a few wolfs guarding around the house. There was no way in trying to run away again. The best thing I could do is to make him come with me next time I want to use the bathroom. And that would be embarrassing.

I groaned and hit the wall. Strange but with every second I felt my body getting tired. Like I haven't had any sleep for a very long time.

"That's right honey. You can't escape from me." I heard him saying from the other side of the door. I stopped the water and left the room. He dragged me to the bed again and tied my hands.

"You know that silver won't keep me weak for long. What are going to do then? Inject me with silver again?" I asked with sarcasm. He took the empty tray and headed to the door.

"I might as well. But for now, sweet dreams."

"What?"

Has he lost his mind? It was twelve o'clock the sun was bright and the birds were singing. When he closed the door my head started trembling and after a few minutes I felt how my eyes closed without my permission. I got angry at the second I realized he drugged me. Probably sleeping pills. I wanted so badly to escape or kill him.

"You son of a bitch!" I screamed with the little energy I had left in me. A few seconds later I was out.

********

Why do I always seem to wake up with Emmet around me? This time though he was way too close for my liking. He was lying on the bed hugging my waist with his left arm. His gorgeous face was turned to me and was very close to mine. With my hands thigh tied above my head I had no chance at getting away from him.

He was sleeping. Why in the bloody hell would he come here and sleep next to me?! He probably wants to break me. He wants me to give up and give myself to him. Well good luck with that!

I tried to tickle him with my breath but he did nothing. I kept doing it until he startled me with his deep and very sexy morning voice.

"Stop it." He didn't even open his eyes. All he did was to snuggle even closer to me, resting his head even closer to mine. I didn't stop my tickling plan.

"Katerina, I'm warning you." He said that in deep voice which should have scared me at some point. Honestly all it did was to make me want to kiss the life out of him. And he didn't move so I kept tickling him.

"Stop it or else-"

"What you're going to tie me up on your bed? Sorry dude but that option has already been used." I glanced at him and blowed at him more of my breath. Although I don't really know if it was a good thing or a bad thing but I haven't brushed my teeth so it was all my morning breath.

When I did what I did he opened his eyes and the next second he brought his face and lips on mine. And that was the worst decision I have ever made since my hands are not free to push him away. The only thing I could do in that position was to kiss him back. And I hate myself for that but I did just that. I returned the kiss. But what seems like a small, innocent kiss turned into a very passionate and full of need kiss. I didn't stop him. I didn't stop. Maybe this was a dream. More like a nightmare.

His hands flew to my waist and held me closer to his body. I kept my legs closed so that I don't show him that I like it and that I want- No. I can't let my wolf side take over but I needed him. It hurts me from wanting to resist him and to not have him. It hurt so bad in a place where it hurts the most. My heart. My wolf wanted her mate so badly that if she had a chance, she would rip my human body and make love with him. She was screaming at me "Stop resisting him! He's our mate! We're meant to be!" And I really wanted to listen to her. Believe me I did. But I couldn't. He was... well he was who he was and he was supposed to be dead (killed by me). But right at that moment I had no power over anything. Nor my body and his actions. He explored my mouth and groaned loudly. I let myself taste him and that send me almost to the edge of having probably the most amazing sex in my entire life. He had one hand behind my head holding me and the other one moved down to my thighs and dangerously close to a part of my body were no one touches without my permission. When he got there he started massaging it and even through my jeans I could feel his hands and those things he was doing to me. I was so aroused just by that little thing and I was ashamed of that. I was so vulnerable in front of him. And I couldn't even stop that. First I can't and second I don't really feel like doing it.

After a few seconds he let go of my lips for a little air. He looked at my eyes still doing the magic with his hand. I wanted so badly to stop him but the lust that I saw in his eyes just didn't let me say something.

"I want you Katerina. And I know that you want me as much as I do."

"That's your dick talking again."

There, at least I could say that. Luckily it wasn't something like "F**k me" or "I want you too".

"That was my wolf and me and yes my dick talking." I felt his hand trying to unbuckle the buttons of my jeans and within seconds he was pushing them away from me, his eyes never leaving mine. The next thing I did was to moan or more likely scream. Like for real. The pleasure he gave me was unbearable. It was so good that I had to close my eyes. He didn't lose any time and crushed his delicious lips on mine, forcing himself like always.

"I'm going to have you. Just like I told you. And you won't leave me now." And I don't know how or why but I had a power rush and my brain came to live again.

"Stop." I demanded while trying to stop him from kissing me. He did and looked me in the eyes again.

"I have to take shower and chance." He frowned at what I said.

"And I really need to pee." That was not true actually but he didn't know that and I had to leave this bed. He thought about it for a little and removed his hand from my sensitive part. He gave me a quick kiss and then untied my hands.

"My clothes?"

"There." He pointed at the bag on the floor while I got up and stretched my hands and legs. It's awful being tied for a bed for a long day. I don't even know how long I've been out. I mean, whatever he gave me it made me fall asleep pretty much quickly.

He made himself comfortable on the bed again when I took the bag with my belongings and went to the bathroom. I took a look at what he took from my house. All I can say is "Men! “ Lace lingerie, shorts, a few t-shirts and some sneakers. Oh and only one pair of wedge. I took the things I need for the shower and went in.

Now when I think about the stupid things he did to me. Why the hell did I let him go that further with me? I shouldn't have done that. He just wants sex, that's all. And he won't get it from me. Not that easily. I'm not some weak girl who wants someone to love her and take care for her. No, I won't let him touch me lake that again. I won't and I will keep that promise. Mate or not he can't take advantage of me when I can't use my hands to stop it. It’s just not fair. And he thought about having sex with me while I'm tied! He's totally crazy if he thinks that will happen again.

When I was ready I put on the leggings and a grey t-shirt. Brushed my teeth and dried my hair.

When I walked out of the bathroom he was laying (almost fully naked, with his pants only) on his side of the bed cuddling with a pillow. I laid on the free side of the bed with my back to him. I heard him moving so I closed my eyes. Don't know why but I felt like doing that. He started stroking my body slowly.

"Katerina." Every single time he says my name I feel like exploding. I feel alive and every time he says it he does it in the most attractive and sexy way I can imagine. That's one of my weaknesses and just that turned me on immediately.

"What?" I managed to say angrily without exposing myself.

"I want you." With that said he brought his lips on my hand. He started leaving a path of wet kisses on my hand until he reached my neck. I got up from the bed before he could do any more damage to my mind and body. I left the bed and turned around to face him.

"You don't. And don't you have something better to do now? Like alpha duties or have sex with some unknown girl or kill people." He grinned at me and started heading my way. I stepped back until I reached the wall of windows. He came in front of me, just inches away.

"No, Katerina. I don't think there's something better than having sex with you." I frowned at him. He is hopeless.

"There is it again. Only sex is in your head. Sorry but that's not happening any time soon so you might want to leave me and don't waste my time"

"I liked you better when you were quiet and was kissing me back."

"Well if you haven't noticed I don't really care what you think." He leaned down to kiss me but I used this to escape him.

"Don't ever try to kiss me again!" I pointed at him from the other end of the room. He looked slightly pissed but quickly hid his emotions.

"I am hungry." I said crossing my hands on my chest.

"Okay I'll make you something." He said after thinking about it.

"No. I want to make it myself. I don't trust you." I headed to the door with him behind me.

"Okay. Fair enough." For the first time since I met him I have the chance to see how his house looked like from the inside. It was just gorgeous. So beautiful and mostly every single wall is in white if different shades of white.

The kitchen was big and I felt like melting, imagining the things I could cook and how comfortable I'd feel in it. One of my secret talents is cooking. I love cooking and I love eating. But I haven't gotten any chance to make something bigger then pasta for myself in a very long time.

I kept my mouth closed because I didn't want to enlarge his already big ego, by complimenting his kitchen. I went straight to the refrigerator without asking for his permission and searched for something to eat.

I saw him sitting on one of the chairs on the beautiful white counter. I took the things I needed for a sandwich and went to put them on the counter on the opposite side of where Emmet was. I made two sandwiches for myself, put them in a plate then took a coke and started eating the first one. I saw his hand heading to my other sandwich but I quickly smacked his hand.

"That's mine."

"Won't you make for me too?"

"Where are the pills you gave me yesterday?"

"Why? You want more?" He grinned at my pissed face. I took the bread and the butter and placed them In front of him. I smiled with my cute smile showing my white teeth.

"Lucky for you, your hands are not tied." I winked at him then took my plate and coke and went on the couch and turned the TV on.

"Yeah, of course you can watch TV. Why not!?"

"You're my mate, I can do whatever I want in your house." I shrugged my shoulders not minding him.

"So now I'm your mate. Will you kiss me then because I'm your mate?" He said making himself a sandwich.

"Nope." I simply answered.

When he was done he came to sit and eat next to me. We watched Sponge Bob when his phone rang. He left the plate on the coffee table and went in the living room. Like the 'good' mate I am I couldn't stop myself from eavesdropping.

"They said you have to be there too."

"You sure?"

"Positive alpha."

"Okay where?"

"Neilton sir."

"How?"

"We could take the cars or run to there. Running will take less time."

"How much?"

"A day and a half."

"Okay. I want six men with me and one to keep my mate from escaping. We are leaving tomorrow morning."

"Yes sir."

That was my chance. I had to take it. He wasn't going to be here so I can escape. I just have to figure out how to handle the man. I mean I don't know what he would be. Emmet came in the room and sat next to me.

"Hey do you have a computer or laptop I could use?"

"Yeah sure."

"No I mean I bought some gorgeous shoes online and I really want them. If I'm staying here I can at least change the address and have them bring the shoes to me here."

"I can buy you whatever you want." He said trying to change my mind.

"No I already spend money on those shoes and I want them. I don't need you to buy me anything."

"Just five minutes and I'm done. I want those shoes." He thought about it and then got up.

"Come." I followed him to his office. I went to his chair and he sat on the chairs on the opposite side of the desk. I quickly as possible searched for Neilton. I found out what I needed then deleted the history.

"Done. What now?" He looked at his watch.

"Well it's one o'clock so we could watch a movie or something." I can't wait for tomorrow to come. I will kick his ass again. But this time I'll disappear and he won't be able to find me.

We watched movies for the whole day. We even laughed at some of the funny scenes, together. I don't know how to describe this but when I was with him so carefree it felt so... mates like. I mean we had fun and when it got dark outside and time for dinner he cooked for both of us while I watched movie. It was like all of the problems separating us mystery disappeared and we had no reasons to not be together. It felt like home and I knew that when I escape I will miss him more than I had the first time.

I had even fall asleep and I felt him lifting my body up and caring me to his room. Unfortunately he tied me up again. But that won't be a problem for me tomorrow.

***The next day***

The sound of Emmet changing woke me up but I kept it cool and didn't make a move or open my eyes. After two minutes he was ready to go but then he came to my side of the bed and stroked my cheek. He then kissed my lips slightly. It was hard for me not to return the kiss but I managed not to do that. He left the room and I focused on the men downstairs.

"Jason, I want you to stay here and keep my mate safe and in the house. You can't untie her unless she wants to use the bathroom or when she has to eat. Naomi will come to make her breakfast. You can't let her escape. Don't underestimate her she is very smart, a very good liar and a fighter. Got it?"

"Yes, alpha."

"Okay everyone else you come with me."

Everyone except Jason left the house. An hour or two later Naomi and Jason came in the room.

"Who are you?" I asked like I don't know who he is and what he's doing here.

"I'm Jason Luna." He said showing me his respect. I completely ignored the name he used to call me.

"Where is Emmet?"

To be continue...