Phew... today was a day and a half. As a loner, I rarely have this much activity in a single day. A completely normal situation for you normies is a very big deal for us a loner. To be honest, I have never experienced a situation like this in my entire life.

Well, for now. I'm back to my class on the second floor. The first thing to observe here is that this is a typical classroom, like nothing too fancy, just your average classroom with almost 40 students in it. 

I’ll tell you a fun fact about a classroom, you can find almost all types of human beings and with all types of emotions in a single classroom. So basically most of the social skills you learn are from your classroom.

Besides this, let's talk about my place. Mostly in many schools, the seats are changed weekly or monthly but in our high school these are fixed according to one's height, and I am quite a tall person and that's the reason why I am an eternal back seat merchant. 

So I sit at the last bench and that too at the farthest corner of the classroom and to add more that, I sit at the most rarely visited place in the classroom which is a place away from the window.

I mean have you ever noticed it, students have this weird obsession with windows, I don't know why but it feels like, 'the window ' is like a symbol of dominance and justice for them. I mean I've seen students fighting, especially boys, to get this window seat, it's just so weird. And nobody ever brings this up, It’s like you know it but you don’t notice it. But weirdly enough, we are all attracted to it. You know what, I’ll think about a theory for this phenomenon.

But to be fair, as a loner I have got the best place in this room, which just shows how much God loves me. And from this position, I even get to observe this bunch of humans in their natural habitat.

There are still 15 minutes for the next class to start, guess I'll teach you more about ‘how a loner passes time’. If you are a loner yourself, you may even know what I am going to do. The naming of this thing may vary from loner to loner but what I like to call it is 'The Infinity'.

The first thing we do to get into ‘The Infinity’ is that we need to clear our mind from all things we are thinking of and then think of nothingness and then slowly start to isolate ourselves from the world by methodically numbing the three senses which vision, sound, and touch. I have devised a trick for it too, I’ll show it to you.

I will first put my head down on the desk and then I would cover my head with both of my arms. When viewed from an outsider’s perspective it would seem as if I am sleeping on my desk. You see this helps me to, firstly eliminate vision, and covering my head with my arms helps me to eliminate sound. Touch elimination is a hard thing for beginners but if you travel into infinity multiple times you’ll get used to it and touch won’t bother you anymore.

In the next step, we imagine ourselves in a very quiet space where you can feel yourself being completely isolated from the world.

This place is full of nothingness. I don't know if you've heard this or not, but a great man once said 'NOTHING IS THE BEGINNING OF EVERYTHING' (by the way I have no idea about who said it, I just guessed it.). Using this ideology, nothingness can be 'infinite' and hence I named it the same. A place where you can find everything from nothing.

Well and Id takes any topic of my liking and start devising theories about it and that's what I love to do and it's pretty fast to as I think more in less time.

I just know that you're confused about this whole 'Infinity' thing. You might even think that 'isn't this infinity thing just like thinking' and to those people I would say that it's kind of hard to understand it at first but do give it a try a few times and you'll know that both the things may seem the same but very different from each other.

A tip for starters would be to try to do it in a quiet place at first.

The 'Infinity' covers a range of topics from something supernatural to something so natural that you never even thought about it (Like, What if I told you to think about how you blink your eyes... do tell me the result). You can even find answers on how your relationship works? Or how instinctive human psychology works? And many more.

I think it also makes sense because someone said that ’Humans can find the answers to the most complex questions within themselves.' (I think I am the only one who says this. Oh well.)

But I personally think that extroverts can't enter the real ‘Infinity’ because their minds are so jumbled trying to maintain their other relationships. Even if they do get into the right state of mind they won't be able to get the time or the space necessary to perform the right steps to even get close to 'The Infinity'.

And let's say they do get the time and space, their friends would keep disturbing them from reaching the true ‘Infinite’. It's just an impossible thing for them, but you know we even considered flying in the sky as impossible...

Okay, let's get out of the 'Infinity' and do my other favourite thing, which is to observe other human beings. This is the only thing about me that doesn’t match my loner behaviour. But there is a reason for it, I'll tell you about it some other time, for now, let's observe...

"-- Yeah, I'll be shifting today, I even went to check my new home, and it's a disaster. I mean it's given by the company that my dad works for and it's free but to give a house like that. Even the neighbours totally look like creeps and the whole street in front is deserted, I mean the whole place is like a graveyard."

Whoa sounds like the place where I live, seriously.

"Really, I've heard--"

Well, now it's just some boring thing.

By the way, you might have gotten an idea about what type of person I am or what my character is. But if you still are a bit confused to understand my character, just try to think of that character in a comic or manga who is rarely mentioned by the authors or even when 'it' is drawn 'it' is sitting somewhere alone or only 'its' back is visible and even if 'its' front is drawn 'its' face is badly shown or 'it' remains blank at the best and this is because 'it' is irrelevant to the progression of the story of the handsome main character.

I mean just something out of the topic, have you ever wondered what happened to that character if by any chance you noticed 'it'?

If you haven't even noticed 'it' it's my humble request to you to please do justice to ‘it’. (I deliberately used 'it' instead of he or she because that's the worth of that character.)

So, that's the character I am and I am proud of it because I have come to embrace it and my main role in this classroom is to learn about everything possible by doing the thing I am best at that is ‘observe and learn’. Oh, the next class is about to start, see you guys later...