So basically that's how a lonely person is.

How do I know about it? Well, I am a lonely person myself. So as you would have already guessed it I'm your 'Lonely one'.

That monologue right there, you could consider it as a hobby and it's also a way of pep-talking to myself. 

But first I'll introduce myself, my name is Chelsea, I'm 17 and right now I'm in the second year of my high school.

 'If this girl knows so much about loneliness, surely she must know how to cure it?' 🤓🤓🤓 ... You may think

You could even question my authenticity you know...

I’d say, you are right because I surely know how to cure my loneliness.

I've studied about this state a lot, cause you know... Google is still relevant and thankfully symptoms of loneliness do not lead to Cancer.

But there is this big loophole in this 'cure' thing that I speak of. The loophole being, I know the cure only but only in 'theory'.

Think of your first experience of riding a cycle, you knew theoretically how to ride it, like balance and pedal what's so hard right?

Now when you practically started to do the thing, well you know what happened.

But you never gave up. You practised it again and again and eventually, you got used to it and out of nowhere, you were riding a bike.

Similarly, I'm still stuck at the theory part and my first fall, well let's just say that it was very hard and till this day I am still down waiting to get up. 

So to be more specific, I’ll say it in a language that everyone can easily understand, I'm suffering from ‘Anthrophobia’.

If you don't know about it I'll save your time, it means that 'it is a form of social phobia, which is a pathological, persistent and excessive fear of people or society'.

In Layman's term, it means that I'm afraid of human beings as a whole.

Doesn’t make sense right? I have this fear due to which I find it really hard to talk to people of my age and due to which even if I wanna do everything they do I couldn't and it's because of my past.

But I've still got hope and I will overcome this loneliness and I am going to do this for 'him'. It was our deal after all.