Mmmk. i strongly dislike Evaline. What im about to say/write is all the truth. from my perspective i guess. it happened about a year ago close to Christmas in 2016. now, id like to think im, not one to hold grudges. but this was like, the first fight/dispute i have ever had with a friend... i guess ex-friend now. maybe this sent me on the path of insecurities, i don't really know. let's just start at the beginning. there was this girl named Sally who used to live at the end of the street. i liked Sally. she was awesome. she was super nice and loved tmnt! but she had to move. her family was just renting the house. she became friends with Evaline before she met me apparently. now, i didnt know Evaline before this. i was playing upstairs with Sally in her house when the door bell rang and Evaline came up. me and her slowly became friends. we played and talked. we even had 1 sleepover at her house after Sally left. i soon started to notice that she was taking me away from the younger kids. my neighborhood is filled with kids much younger than me. but i love hangin out with them. they have the best imaginations and games! anyways, whenever i was with them Evaline would suddenly come and take me into her house. every single time. i didnt really notice untill one day, all the kids and me were making a castle out of this huge box. when Evaline came over, i invited her to join us. she accepted, but soon told me she really wanted to show me something in her house. she said itd be super quick. i said ok and told the kids id be right back. when i returned, it was dusk and everyone was gone. my mom told me that the kids had soon left after me. i realised Evaline had been pulling me away alot latley. i kinda ignored it and just kept playing with them both. i do think i was unintentionally hanging with the younger kids more. Evaline finally confronted me about it one day. i told her that i was with the kids first that day, and i wasn't going to leave them or stop a game to leave with her. i also told her that if i was hanging out with her first, then i wouldn't leave her either. i told her she was welcome to join us though. she did not like this. she left. another thing she would do constantly, even before this, as she would go up to my door asking if i could come out. unfortunately, a lot of times i would be doing homework. when i told her that i had to finish it, she would act all mad and seemingly stomp off. every single time i would wonder what i had done wrong and feel horrible about it. later she would cry and complain that i was her only friend since she had moved from her home state and since Sally had left. one day in December, i decided id had enough. so i did the stupidest thing ever. EVER. i regret it with all my heart and soul. i hate myself for it, i hate it. i can't tell you how much i hate what i did.