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Have you ever felt like you were different? Different from everyone? Does it make you happy or sad? Happy? Okay maybe you're the real Pollyanna here unlike me. I can hear some of you say that it makes you sad? Hey dear unknown bestie, you're more like me.

"Anna, what happened? ", I turned to the voice. It was Olivia. Yeah, that idiot. I must have already told you all about that idiot. "Um, nothing. I was just thinking about....um...about.....dinner",I said. Alright that was the worst lie I've ever told. (╥﹏╥) She looked at me with those boring eyes. Aah I'm not in the mood to answer her stupid questions. Oh god. "I think I need to use the washroom." I said and left before she could start her lame interrogation session.

Guess where I am. Yeah washroom. But then I didn't mean that. I'm at some random birthday party and I totally regret coming here. Should have just Netflixed at home. I haven't finished 13 reasons y yet!!!! Oh lord that's it, I'm leaving. I tried to leave the house as soon as possible without getting caught by those bunch of idiots aka my roommates.

Phew, that was close. I let a deeeeeeeep sigh once I got out of that crowd. Crowd sucks. Sorry I can't handle it. I put my hands under the pockets and walked back towards my apartment. It was just a few lanes away.

Drop... What was that?! Oh it's just raining. Wait it's raining?!?!? I do love rains but.....what if I catch a cooolllddd?!?!? That's something I need to consider. It started raining a bit heavier as I was going back. Oh god.. Shelter 〒_〒 please!! And most probably god had no job to do..just like me. He responded to my sincere prayer instantly, okay basically i found a bus stop in the nearby lane.

I went and stood below the shed and watched the rain creating some calmness in my mind. Suddenly it felt like some girl was approaching me. Oh why to bother. I just brushed off the thought from my mind and continued to stare at the empty roads.

Hey Anna how are you? That voice sounds familiar. ⊙_⊙ No its not what I'm thinking. I slowly turned my head to the girl. "Oh hi....Luna." The memories started filling my mind. "You look good now. How is Stella?" , she asked. "Yeah she's doing good."

"She didn't come with you? " Why is asking me these dumb questions.? I thought to myself. "Um.. No. She has some work." "Hmm.. How long have you guys been best friends?", she asked. "A couple of years." "Enjoy while it's there. Cos if won't be last long."

"Excuse me?"~_~ "No one can stay with you Anna. You're such a drama queen." "Luna..mind you're words. It wasn't my fault that you're team lost the match. You guys hadn't prepared for The match." She was getting on my nerves. "It was you and you're team who fouled us." she said. I gave her a death glare and turned away. I tried my best not to react after that and just walked away.

"Awww look someone's scared to accept the truth. Don't worry bitch, you're best friend will also realise that your a slut and leave you one day. " I held my tears as much as possible and walked away. That match, the match that changed my life completely. Which changed me into this Anna.

I locked my apartment door and sat down against the wall. I'm sick of this. I don't wanna exist here. Will Stella also leave me one day? I pulled out my phone form the bag and dialed Stella's number. "The number you're dialing I'd not answering, please try again later" beep. I tried to call her once again. No answer. 

She must have some work. And she'll never leave me. Maybe I must text her. I texted her and waited. I wish i never played that match. I don't belong here. I don't fit in this world. 

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