They gave her own room.

Her own dresser, full body mirror, Bed, sheets, blankets.

Even new clothes.

That fit her perfectly.

She has to admit she likes all the new things.

But it also makes her hate it all too.Because they'll buy her all these nice things and waste their love on her and she'll just end up disappointing them.

She is not a lovable person.

At all.

She doesn't deserve love.

Never did.

Her parents left her when she was 3 because they couldn't love her.

And nobody after that could either.

so she deemed herself an unlovable person.

She would scent the room in her warm carmel vanilla scent, make a nice nest to feel at home, but whats the point if she's only gonna be here a few days.

Clementine sighs and rolls onto her side.

She picks up her phone and pulls up messenger.

Dunce face: Hey Clem!

Dunce face:What school will you be going to while you're with this family???

Clementine stares at her phone. Her best friend was always so nice to her. He was adopted years ago but always made time to come and see her at the care building.

Clementine clicks to reply.

BOOMgod: I'm actually going to ur school dumbass

BOOMgod: So be happy

She clicks her phone off only for it to buzz two seconds later.

she smiles fondly and opens it up again.

Dunce face: So mean Clem! ;-;

Dunce face: But ur right! I'm so happy ur coming to my school! I wonder if we'll have any classes together or not 

BOOMgod: Maybe how the hell would I know

Dunce face: Where u living at??? Maybe I can come over so we can hang out a little before summer vaca is over :>

Dunce face: I mean we only have 2 more months left ;>

Clementine thinks and then she shrugs to herself.

BOOMgod: I'm staying at 213 Waltons street

BOOMgod: Maybe we can hangout tomorrow

Dunce face: Yea! Omg I'm so excited! :)

Dunce face: Ok blasty Imma head to bed before mom tries to bite my head off

Dunce face: See ya tomorrow if I'm allowed to go ;)

Dunce face: Night Night ^v^

Clementine huffs a laugh and hugs her phone to her chest.

Even though Clementine would never admit it She misses him a lot.

She sighs and turns her phone off plugging it in to charge.

She lays on her bed wishing she didn't feel so guilty for giving these people false hope.

She isn't good enough for this family.

They are sweet and kind.

Unlike her.

They already have a pup too.

So.

Why do they need her?

Clementine grumbles and closes her eyes.

Maybe some sleep will help.