I sighed as I sat on one of the two four remaining seats of the coach, not including the driver's seat, everything else had been ripped out we had packed out coach in the junkyard as the guy who owned it named Lu was letting us use stuff from his yard he said it was all gonna get crushed or buried anyway we might as well take it, harry and Mikey where stood at the back attaching the bunk beds they found to the wall jake was out getting a whole bunch of cheap yoga mats he found online, for the boys beds as all the mattress we found are gross and have been peed on or worse, we did find one mattress that was okay which was a double bed and I called dibs on being the only girl, and I had already made my bed with my suitcase under what is my bed.

We had been got a rug for the floor in case one of the boys falls out there bunk beds,

Oli was cleaning the bathroom out and putting our stuff in it, I smiled getting the little postcard I looked at the sweet postcard of the seaside I turned it over and read the sweet words

"Hello, my Sweet Babygirl, How's shit with your mother? remember if shit ever gets to bad you can come live with me out here in the sticks, hows your band going? you guys super-rich yet? hah I kid hope everythings okay write me when you get time, Love ya baby girl.

X dad"

"You okay Bethan?" Oli asks sitting beside me

"Fine just reading the last card from my dad" I sighed leaning on his shoulder

"aww, my little sugar pop... you know he loves you and he'd be here to take care of you if he could," he says

"I know, I just miss him... I'm almost forgetting what he looks like" I complain

"it will be okay, maybe he can come to see you know you're away from your mum?" he suggests

"Yeah, maybe" I smiled giving him a kiss

"why don't you write him back?" he asks

"I think I will" I smiled