Katsuki is right there when he comes too in his room.

Kirishima blinks slowly and his eyes come into focus.

Kats is sitting on the bed leaning against the wall.

Kirishima feels his face burn cause.

Hes laying on the side of the bed closest to the edge and He's pretty much laying straight on his back.

Kats has his back against the wall and his legs thrown over kirishima's legs and the edge of the bed.

But then kirishima looks at his face and he notices how upset he looks.

He isn't showing it to well but.

He looks worried and kirishima is probably the only one that can see it on his face.

So he tries to play around.

Kirishima kicks his leg under katsuki and smiles,"Hey my legs going numb cause of you man..."

Katsuki looks up surprised and he stares at him for a really long time.

Then he brings his hand up to his face,"Fuck I'm so sorry..."

What why is he sorry?

"Dude I scared you I should've-"

"No its my fucking fault ok!" Katsuki yells and keeps his face covered.

Kirishima looks at his arm and notices that its lightly bandaged.

Recovery girl must've helped him a little.

He feels out his face and its just a small patch on his chin and on his cheek bone.

Ok so he can sit up without it hurting like a mother fucker.

Kirishima sits up and grabs katsuki's hands pulling them away from his face,"Dude... I'm fine..."

Katsuki looks to the left as far as he can so he doesn't make eye contact but.

He looks really upset and angry and like he really needs to sleep.

Oh yeah.

Kirishima needs to ask.

"Kats... Have you been sleeping ok?" He mutters.

Katsuki glances at him but then looks back at the wall,"I've been sleeping fine shitty hair..."

That's a lie.

Kats voice gets slightly softer and smoother when He's lying.

"You're lying to me..." Kirishima mutters.

Katsuki grumbles again and lowers his head to look at the sheets.

"Why haven't you been sleeping?" Krirshima mutters and lets go of his hands so he can move over and set next to him.

Kats crosses his arms over his chest and doesn't meet kirishima's eyes.

"Nightmares..." He says quietly and rubs his arm nervously.

"Nightmares? About what?" Kirishima can't think of anything that could give him nightmar-

Oh.

Camino or when kirishima did that secret operation almost two years ago now.

Two more months and they'll be on summer break then their 3rd year.

"Is it Camino?" He asks softly knowing its not a subject katsuki likes much.

He literally got into a fight with Izuku over it.

Cause he felt responsible for Almight's retirement.

"Not... Often..." Katsuki mutters and stares at the blankets.

"Then..."

"When You were in the hospital..." He says even quieter.

Wait what?

He has nightmares About when he was in the hospital?

"What do you-"

"You always die... That's why..." Katsuki mutters and glares at the sheets again,"Or you don't even make it to the hospital and you die during the fight or I'm standing there with you when we fought that dumbass together and he kills you right in front of me or-"

"Woah- woah..." Kirishima grabs his elbow lightly,"Shit Kats I didn't-"

"Know? Yeah... You weren't supposed to know..." Katsuki mutters and still doesn't meet his eyes.

Kirishima had no fucking idea he was having these kinda nightmares.

But he can at least relate to them.

He's been having them ever since katsuki was kidnapped and he didn't know about it until about an hour later.

"I... Have them too..." Kirishima admits.

He isn't gonna drag these confessions out of kats and not give at least one back.

Katsuki looks at him now then moves so He's facing him,"Like what?"

Oh.

He wants details.

"Um... Like you dying... At Camino... Like I didn't catch you or the villains killed you before we could even get there... Or Rapa killing me when I was with Fatgum..." Kirishima,"And sometimes they're just really random but it still scares the shit out of me..."

He feels kinda odd admitting these things.

It's.

Hard to talk about something that scares you when you just want people to see you as a tough guy.

Katsuki ponders on what he said for a few moments then nods slowly,"Yeah... They scare me too..."

What.

Woah.

He just said he was scared of something.

Kirishima glances at him and notices how he looks kinda lost.

Kirishima sighs and huffs a laugh.

"What's funny?" Katsuki says in usual snarl.

Yeah there he is.

"Nothing I just... I was thinking about something..." Kirishima mutters.

Yeah.

He's thinking about how much he wants to kiss this guy in front of him but.

He can't cause he still doesn't know.

"Eij..."

Kirishima looks up and sees the strained look on Kats face as he tries to not look like a whine ass.

Holy shit its adorable and now he's thinking about purposely falling just so he can see it again.

"I'm sorry... For what I did to you..." He mutters finally.

"Don't be sorry bro its all good..." Kirishima smiles and moves to stand.

He really needs to get outta here before he does something he might regret.

"Hey Eij..."

Kirishima turns to look at katsuki after he stands from the bed,"Yeah man?"

Kats stares at him looking like he's fighting a mental battle.

Then he grimaces and looks away,"If you're going to take a shower then good... You smell like ass... You were only asleep for the rest of the day so don't worry about missing work... Mr. Aizawa is gonna let us do our assignment with Deku and half-n-half tomorrow since they missed too..."

Oh.

Ok.

Kirishima thought.

No.

Katsuki wouldn't say that so.

"Ok dude see ya at dinner-" Kirishima goes out of his bedroom door knowing kats will go back to his own room as soon as Kirishima is down the hall.

He runs to the elevator clicking the button several times wanting to leave the hallway.

Cause somehow while he was sitting there with his crush he got aroused and now he has a problem that he'd rather have nobody see.

Kirishima pulls his shirt down over his crotch as best he can hoping nobody can see his obvious boner.

God damn why?

This sucks.

He's had the shit beat out of him today he had a talk with his crush and couldn't even say how he felt and now this.

The elevator dings and he steps on before the doors are even all the way open.

"Oh- kiri man hold the door!" Denki runs over.

No No No.

Denki clambers on before the door closes and Kirishima adjusts the shirt a little more.

Denki sighs,"God I'm so glad the weekend is tomorrow... I couldn't do another day of school plus my hero internship... God..." He rubs the back of his neck.

"Hmhm..." Kirishima agrees nervously.

God please don't notice.

"Dude isn't Fatgum thinking about making you his sidekick since Amajiki is a pro now?" Denki asks leaving his hand on his shoulder.

"Ah... Oh yeah he said something about that..." Kirishima remembers the long talk he had with Fatgum.

Then he remembers his current problem and tugs on his shirt again.

"Dude You o-"

Ding.

"Sorry Denk talk later-" kirishima runs off the elevator and to the washrooms.

Thank God.