Kirishima stumps up the path lazily.

He's 20 minutes late and katsuki must've banged on his door a few times and when he didn't answer kats just left thinking he was already gone.

Great.

He rounds the corner and sees the huge field that todoroki, Izuku, and Katsuki is standing in.

"Where is kirish- oh... There you are... You're 23 minutes late..." Aizawa looks at Kirishima like He's a dumbass.

"Sorry sir... I um..." Kirishima glances at katsuki,"I woke up late last night and took a shower at around 3 in the morning so yeah..."

"Still no excuse..." Aizawa looks to the group,"Alright team up and go to separate sides of the field... I'll observe you from afar and when its time I'll blow the whistle got it?"

"Yessir!"

They all say in unison.

"No quirks!" Aizawa yells as they start walking away.

"Yessir!"

"Don't blow up the field when kirishima beats you kacchan..." Izuku grins at him.

"Fuck You too Deku!" Katsuki flips him off as they stride away from each other.

Kirishima waves a sorry as todoroki glares katsuki down as he wraps his arm over Izuku's shoulders.

Kirishima jogs a little to catch up to katsuki and he grins,"So... No fists? No feet? Or both?"

Katsuki grins,"Give it all ya got..."

Oh hell yes.

Kirishima has been training with Fatgum in hand to hand combat for a long time now.

Especially after what happened to Amajiki a few years ago with the quirk killing bullets.

Kirishima backs up a few feet and holds his fists up holding his stance.

Katsuki does the same.

"You get first blow Kats!" Kirishima grins.

Katsuki does the same and leans forward,"Fine by me-!"

Katsuki runs at him and throws a punch at kirishima's left.

Kirishima dodges and moves to the side taking his leg and swinging it to trip him from behind.

Katsuki jumps up and does a backflip over his leg and as his body spins to land he gets a square kick at kirishima's face.

Kirishima stumbles back and throws his hands up over his face knowing that in that little bit of time katsuki will throw a punch right at his face.

Bam.

There it's is.

Kirishima takes that advantage point where katsuki is open and foot ball tackles him to the ground.

"Ah Fuck-" katsuki struggles under his weight then he lifts his legs up and kicks Kirishima square in the gut.

"Ah-!" Kirishima flys back and lands on his ass cradling his stomach.

Now Katsuki has the upper hand and he jumps on top of him pinning him raising his fist.

And suddenly its like kirishima is thrown back in time to when he was chasing a villain through the streets and this guy had a quirk where he could jump on the side of buildings and walk across them, and could stick you to the ground if he touched you.

Kirishima was careless and didn't consider what this guys quirk might be and he let the guy touch him.

Kirishima was slammed to the ground in an instant and that villain got on top of him with a knife,"Ready to die newbie!"

"NO!" Kirishma shoves Katsuki off and he rolls like 5 feet from him.

Katsuki rolls up to a crunching position and stares at him,"What the fuck Eij!"

Kirishima stares at him and lays there propped on his elbows breathing hard.

Fuck.

Fuck FUCK!

He thought he was over that!

Kirishima's eyes tear up and he can't make them stop.

So when they roll down his face Katsuki gives him a concerned and surprised look.

He throws an arm over his face and takes a deep breath and holds it.

Katsuki stands,"Eij-?"

"What's wrong?" Aizawa strides over.

"Nothings wrong..." Kirishima mutters but his voice comes out upset and pitched.

Aizawa sighs,"Kirishima are you hurt?"

"No..." Shit this is embarrassing.

"Do you need to see the counselor?" Aizawa asks a little more softly this time.

Kirishima thinks then realizes hes taking too long to answer,"No..."

"What's wrong... Is kirishima hurt?" Izuku's voice comes over suddenly.

"Are You ok Kirishima?" Todoroki's voice is next.

God damn he doesn't want all this worrying over something dumb he's doing.

"I'm fine." Kirishima mutters a little too darkly and wipes his tears away angry.

Fucking stupid shit.

He rolls and stands to his feet.

Kirishima glances at his teacher.

Aizawa is giving him a knowing look and kirishima tries to ignore it.

"Ok... That's good enough..." Aizawa says and pats Kirishima on the shoulder,"I want to see you in my office understand..."

"Y-yes sir..." He mutters quietly.

Izuku and todoroki make sure He's ok then head off to the dorms.

"Well?" Katsuki stares at him with a look like he wants an explanation.

"I was just being dumb don't worry about it..." Kirishima turns on his heels hastily to head to Aizawa's office.

He didn't expect katsuki to follow him,"Was it a flashback?"

Kirishima stumbles a little,"Y-Yeah..."

Katsuki nods once to acknowledge that he understands.

Then it gets awkward.

"Wait why does Aizawa wanna see you then? Usually the teachers just tell us to rest up and let our minds rest..." Katsuki gives him a questioning look.

Shit no.

"We have to talk about something..." Kirishima half lies.

"Something as in what?" Katsuki persists.

Kirishima bites the inside of his jaw,"Me..."

"Yeah I guessed that but what about..." Katsuki continues.

No please.

"Its just... Its nothing important," Kirishima completely lies this time.

Katsuki sighs,"You're keeping secrets aren't you?"

"What- I- no!" Kirishima lies and grimaces at himself internally.

Yes he is.

A really big secret that some of his friends should probably know.

Katsuki shakes his head,"Whatever... See you in a few hours..."

Kirishima nods and Katsuki turns and walks the other way.

Ok.

Kirishima goes to the building now.

He jogs up the stairs and through the doors.

God he really hates these stupid sessions.

Oh well.

He makes it to Aizawa's office after a lot of stalling and baby steps.

He stands in front of the door wanting to kick it.

He opens the door and closes it quietly.

"Ah- kirishima we thought you'd forgotten..." Midnight smiles at him.

She looks a lot different in a hoodie and simple ponytail but kirishima is used to how she looks by now.

Same with Mic who is dressed in simple jeans and a white t-shirt.

Aizawa wears jeans and a black sweater with his hair pulled up in a ponytail.

Kirishima nods knowing he doesn't look too happy to be here.

Cause he isn't.

He sits down in front of them and stares at his feet.

"Ok... Same little questions so we shouldn't be here long..." Midnight pulls out her notepad and places her own ready to write.

"Any recent panic attacks?" Mic asks first.

Yeah.

But they were small ones that happened after a few stressful nightmares so.

"No... I haven't had any thankfully..."

"Anxiety attacks?" Aizawa mutters.

Well yeah.

To Kirishima his anxiety attacks and panic attacks feel the same so he can never tell which is which.

Except when He's scared to death.

Then yeah That's a panic attack.

"Aaand... How have you been sleeping?"

"Ok... Some little odd dreams but nothing so bad that I don't go right back to sleep..." Kirishima lies again.

Damn this is becoming a habit.

"Ok then... As long as you keep taking your medicine... Which you still have plenty of right?" Midnight gives him a stern look.

Nope.

Both his meds are empty.

But he hates them.

He hates his medicine.

"Yep still taken em..." Kirishima smiles.

"Alrighty... kiddo you're free to go..."

Midnight smiles warmly,"Have fun for the rest of your weekend."

Yeah.

Sure.

Kirishima stands with a short bow to his teachers then he turns and leaves the room before they see the pained expression he wears.

Damn he hates lying but.

He hates that medicine.

And he doesn't want his friends to know.

Cause if they did he's afraid they'd treat him differently.

Like He's fragile or something.

And that's not gonna happen.

Kirishima nods to himself then walks down the hallway.