Kirishima enters the dorm building at about 11:30 that night.

Why?

Because he decided to take a long ass walk and clear his head a little.

So when he enters everyone's in bed.

And he's standing in a dark first floor dorm area by himself.

Kirishima rubs his arms.

He really wants company right now.

He needs a hug and someone to tell him it's ok.

Tell him he doesn't have to worry about something simple happening then diving head first into a panic attack or anxiety attack.

Because unfortunately Kirishima has really bad generalized anxiety disorder and panic disorder.

Sometimes its so bad it throws him into a fit of depression and he needs to go home to his family to feel better.

He just wants to be comforted right now.

Someone tell him its ok.

That he can sleep without waking up from something terrifying then not be able to sleep the rest of the night.

That he can stop lying to his friends without feeling so fucking guilty.

Click.

A bright lamp turns on and there sits Mina.

"Ah- Mina..." Kirishima looks at her and smiles lightly,"What you up to?"

"Well... I was waiting for sero to come back with some McDonald's but he still hasn't been back... What you doing?"

"Eh... Had a little nightmare so I took a walk to clear up my brain..." Kirishima lies and just makes his heart hurt more.

Mina's phone dings again and she grins,"That would be Mr. Sero..." She jumps up from the lazy chair and pats kirishima's cheek,"Get some sleep bestie..."

"You got it..." Kirishima says and watches her leave.

When shes gone he drops his smile and heads for the stairs.

He takes them slowly not feeling up to going up quickly.

He reaches his floor and opens the door going down the hallway shuffling his feet.

And suddenly and door opens and it startles him making him jump.

Oh.

"Hi Kats..." He mutters realizing he doesn't have to change his down cast expression.

Katsuki looks him over then waves a hand telling him to come on in.

Kirishima sees no harm and goes into kats room.

Kirishima walks in and watches as katsuki flops back on his bed and continues to read an article on his laptop.

Kirishima takes it upon himself to flop down in kats swivel chair and he stares at the ceiling.

Katsuki glances at him and closes his laptop quietly,"Eij..."

"... Yeah?" Kirishima mutters quietly.

"Why did you have to see Mr. Aizawa? Was it me?"

"No... It had nothing to do with you kats I promise..." Kirishima fidgets with his shirt.

"Will you tell me why then?" Katsuki mutters quietly.

Kirishima is about to but then he remembers he needs to keep his friends out of this.

"It was about my moms... I hadn't called them in a little while so they freaked out and called to school..." Kirishima says.

And internally kicks himself for lying.

Katsuki mutters something.

Kirishima looks at him,"What?"

"You're lying-" katsuki glares at him.

God damnit.

"I... I am not..." Kirishima shakes his head more to himself than anybody and glares at the floor.

"Yes You are cause I heard you on the phone with your moms the other night..." Katsuki says and sits up on the edge of the bed,"Why the fuck are you lying to not just me but Mina, Denki, and Sero too..."

"I'm not!" Kirishima yells getting angry now.

"You are! What the fuck is your problem!" Katsuki persists and that just pushes kirishima's limits.

"I can't tell you!" He yells.

"And why the fuck not!" Katsuki glares at him further.

Yeah that look just blew a fuse.

"Because I hate myself for it! And I don't want anyone to fucking know!" Kirishima yells fuming,"Its nothing fucking important so just leave me alone Katsuki!"

He turns on his heel and leaves his room slamming the door.

He doesnt give a shit if anyone hears him.

He's so fed up with the lying and all his friends worrying over him.

He's fine.

He's just fine!

He doesn't need help he doesn't want help.

He just wants to be left alone and he just wants to be a normal teenager trying to reach his dream of becoming a pro.

That's all he wants.

He's 16 years old turning 17 in a month.

Kirishima is so close to being an adult and yet he's still lying like a child out of fears that only a child should have.

Seriously.

Shit.

Katsuki is probably mad at him.

Probably so pissed.

Great.

Kirishima closes his bedroom door and butts his head against it.

He hates this.