He stumps down the stairs of the front building striding out to the training grounds.

He is not in a good mood at all.

He could really fucking hurt something right now.

This is fucking midoriya's fault.

If he'd kept his fucking mouth shut kirishima's parents wouldn't be threatening to bring him home.

And he wouldn't be on probation until he got his meds straightened out.

He's not allowed to go to his hero internship or go out on practice missions.

He's not allowed off campus after 7 pm.

Fucking 7 pm!

Kirishima sounds the corner.

He had to change before coming here so he's in his shorts and a tank top.

Midoriya better stay away for now or he might get punched.

And then a whole fight would happen because Katsuki would wanna know why kirishima is pissed and todoroki would probably try to light kirishima on fire.

He sets his backpack down on the bench and sits down next to it.

There are hanging punching bags up and the volley ball net for the girls.

Most people are just stretching or goofing off.

Kirishima can see katsuki across the field on the track jumping rope.

He wants to talk to him but he'd probably end up ruining his workout with his shitty problems.

So instead kirishima sits there and plays with his shoes.

"Kiri!" Pink legs appear in front of him.

"Oh um..." He looks up at her,"Hi Mina..."

She smiles and wiggles her fingers at him,"You alright? Long face you've got there..."

Kirishima shrugs with a fake smile that looks way to real,"Yup! I'm good! Just tired I guess... Mr. Aizawa really gave it to me about the camp last time..."

"Really? But you saved Gang Orca and protected baku... How do you even get in trouble for that?"

"I know right!" Kirishima rolls his eyes and grabs his water bottle.

"Mina!" Sero waves,"C'mon the girls are kicking our asses!"

"Yeah! I just got hit in the faaaace!" Denki yells and points at his flattened cheek.

Mina laughs at him and he flips her off.

Mina smiles lightly and taps kirishima's leg,"Guess what bestie..."

"Hm?" Kirshima looks at her wiping his mouth.

"I said yeah to Sero... We're dating now... Oh yeah! And my pro turned me into her sidekick... Its great!" Mina smiles wide and kicks her feet.

Kirishima stares at her and smiles,"That's great Mina..."

"Yeaaah... More work haha!" She jumps up and claps her hands together,"C'mon! Lets play some volley ball!"

-

"I got it!" Denki hits the volley ball over the net.

Kirishima waits for the other team to decide who wants to serve since they just missed it.

Mina and Sero are dating.

Wow.

Two of his best friends are dating.

That's cool.

They're moving forward.

Denki is too.

He was promoted to sidekick with his pro hero.

And here kirishima is stuck on probation and being lectured by every teacher and relative he has.

He's falling behind in class too.

All his friends are leaving him behind.

Sero got a side job and his own apartment the other day.

He told their friend group and every one was proud of him.

Even Katsuki congratulated him.

Katsuki is being put on tv at least once a week because he either saves someone or stops a robber before the pros even get there.

And Kirishima is sitting on his ass having panic attacks.

And he's not taking medicine cause he's a fucking coward.

Can't control his emotions cause he's fucked up.

Can't keep up in school, can't keep up at work, can't keep up with his friends.

He isn't even sure he should be at this school.

He isn't even sure about what he wants for his future.

"Kirishima heads up!"

Kirishima looks up in enough time to see the white volley ball before it smacks him square in the face.

He stumbles back some holding his cheek which is numb at the moment.

"Oh shit- kirishima I'm sorry are you ok?!" Momo covers her mouth shocked that she just hit him.

Kirishima rubs his cheek and glares at the ball.

Fucking stupid shit!

Everything is knocking him back today!

"Kiri?" Mina starts to walk towards him.

Kirishima kicks the ball and if goes flying clear across the field,"Stupid fucking ball!"

They all stare at him shocked and he turns on his heel fuming and strides towards the main building.

As he passes everyone they all ask him what's wrong or stare at him like he's crazy.

When he walks by katsuki, Katsuki watches him with a blank stare.

That means he's worried.

Great.

Just great.

His boyfriend is worried too.

He goes up the stairs and slams the door striding down the hall then turns around and starts pacing the hallway.

"Fuck!" He grips his red hair tightly and walks back and forth.

Why is everything so fucked up.

He kicks a lockers and sits down leaning against the wall.

He crosses his legs and places his head in his hands.

"God why..." He mutters and rubs his eyes which are swelling up with tears pretty fast.

Calm down.

Just calm down.

Kirishima takes a few deep breaths.

The door at the end of the hall opens letting sunlight in then closes again the hall going dark again.

Kirishima hopes it's not one of the girls here to comfort him.

He'll probably blow up on them if it is.

"Eij..."

Kirishima stands and strides down the hall and wraps his arms around him.

Katsuki squeezes him tight and rubs his back,"Its ok..."

"No its not..." Kirishima places his face in the crook of his neck and lets the tears roll over his nose freely,"Kats... Im on probation now... I can't go out past 7 pm and I can't go to my hero internship anymore either..."

"Wait why're you on probation?" Katsuki pulls back and stares at him.

Shit.

"Um... I've been... Lying to you..." Kirishima mutters lowly and rubs his arms.

"What? What're you-" Katsuki seems to understand and he gives a deadly glare and shakes his head starting to pace,"Fucking-! God damnit Eij!"

"I'm sorry!" Kirishima says truthfully.

"No you're not!" Katsuki points at him,"You needed that fucking medicine and you continue to find ways not to take it! So you're obviously not fucking sorry!"

Kirishima shakes his head and looks at the floor ashamed,"I'm sorry I lied though... To you..."

Katsuki fumes,"I fucking! I understand that! I just- stop doing this to yourself!" He yells flinging his arms out,"You are hurting yourself by doing this Eij!"

"No I'm not I just don't want the medicine-"

"You- Eijirou you had a fucking panic attack last night! You told me this morning after we-" Katsuki swallows hard and looks away,"After What happened that you'd tell a fucking teacher!"

"I was going to!" Kirishima lies again.

"Stop lying to me!" Katsuki screams and kicks the locker.

Oh.

This must be one of those fights.

"I... I'm sorry..." Kirishima glares at the floor.

"No... You're not..." Katsuki mutters quietly.

Kirishima shakes his head,"I cant help what's wrong with me..."

Katsuki laughs sarcastically,"What do you think the fucking medicine is for..."

"Stop being an asshole Katsuki!" Kirishima yells at him now.

"Stop being a fucking coward and take the medicine! If Not you're gonna fall behind more than you already are!"

"How can I possibly fall any further fucking behind!" Kirishima yells and flings an arm out,"I'm failing in class! I've lost my privileges on campus! I can't go to fucking work!"

"And who's dumbass fault is that!" Katsuki screams back.

"Mine!" Kirishima yells and points at himself,"Its my fucking fault!"

"Exactly! So either fix your Fuck up or you'll get no where near what you fucking want!" Katsuki spits.

"I don't even know what I want!" Kirishima yells,"I don't fucking care what happens!"

Katsuki glares at him and tilts his head a little,"What?"

"I. Don't. Fucking. Care." Kirishima says slowly,"I don't care..."

Katsuki shakes his head,"Stop saying shit Eij..."

"I'm telling the fucking truth Katsuki!" Kirishima shakes his head,"Nobody ever believes me..."

"Maybe..." Katsuki stares at him in a pissed off manner,"Its because You LIE!"

Kirishima grabs his head and turns around pacing the hallway,"Oh my fucking god-"

"What's wrong eijirou are you scared of the fucking truth!" Katsuki yells at him again.

"Well sorry! I'm a fucking coward!" Kirishima yells flinging his arms above his head and keeping his back turned to his boyfriend.

They go quiet and stand there for a few moments.

There a few loud foot steps and two warm arms wrap around him,"I'm sorry ok... Just fucking listen to people Eijirou..."

Kirishima turns around and hugs him back,"Ok... Ok I'll take the fucking medicine..."

"I know you will I'll make fucking sure of it..." Katsuki pulls back and stares at him,"Eij I don't like seeing you like this you're fucking scaring me... You need to stop it..."

"Ok..." Kirishima pulls him back in,"Ok I'm sorry I scared you..."

Katsuki nuzzles his face against his chest and punches his back lightly,"Fucking... Asshole..."

Kirishima holds him tight and he can swear Katsuki is crying right now.

"I'm sorry..." He whispers again and runs his hand through katsuki's blond hair,"I'm sorry..."

Katsuki sniffs (confirming kirishima's suspicions of him crying) and shakes his head against his chest,"S-stop apologizing..." He rubs kirishima's back,"I'm sorry for getting so mad I just hate seeing you hurt so much just because of dumbass people... And just because you don't wanna help yourself..." He sniffles again,"I hate it ok just stop..."

"Ok..." Kirishima holds him tight and runs his hand through his hair.

He had no idea that Katsuki was hurting so much just cause he feared for him like this.

Katsuki just wants to make sure he's ok.

He isn't trying to force him to do it because he thinks Kirishima is being dumb.

He's doing this because he cares for him and he just wants kirishima to be safe and not hurting.

Kirishima kisses the side of Kats head then pulls back and kisses his cheek taking a thumb and wiping his tears away.

Katsuki looks at the floor embarrassed letting Kirishima see him cry like this.

Kirishima smiles warmly and and kisses his cheek again,"Stop crying..." He whispers and their eyes lock.

Katsuki stands on his toes and kisses him softly.

Ok.

That is fucking adorable.

And kirishima just really wanted to have a kiss right now.

Kats pulls away and smiles lightly,"Thank you... For listening to me you dumbass..."

Kirishima huffs a laugh and leans back in.

The kiss becomes rough and sloppy and kirishima backs Katsuki up against the wall.

He feels Katsuki intertwine theirs hands and kirishima brings them up pinning them to the wall.

Kirishima pulls back to take a breath and Katsuki chases his lips locking them together again.

When he pulls away Kats bites his lower lip lightly and grins slyly,"See... Listening gets rewards..."

Kirishima snorts and gives him one more light kiss,"C'mon... Mr. Aizawa probably wants to kill both of us for running off..."

Katsuki nods and kisses the corner of kirishima's mouth,"C'mon..." He mutters and drags Kirishima back outside.

Momo runs across the field to them,"Kirishima!" She takes a breath then bows,"I am so sorry for hitting you... I didn't mean to make you angry..."

Kirishima gives an urgent look and waves his hands,"N-no! No! Momo I'm sorry... I shouldn't have acted out like that it's just been a bad day... P-please stand it was a harmless accident-"

"Not if it had broken your nose-" Katsuki starts to mutter but Eijirou elbows him lightly and gives him a playful smile.

Katsuki returns the favor then walks back over to the track flipping midoriya off.

Midoriya also returns the favor.

Kirishima tries not to laugh at how much more bold midoriya is towards Katsuki now.

But he's still mad at the little shit.

Kirishima turns his attention back to Momo just to find all the girls worrying over him.

"Are You ok?"

"Do you need anything!?"

"Kiri!"

"Kirishima?"

"A-ah um..." Kirishima looks at the huge group of them and grows anxious as to what he should say.

Then there's a hand on his arm and he's being dragged away from his class mates.

Ok.

He looks at who's dragging him and and it's.

Wait Denki.

Ok.

But Denki doesn't usually do this.

He stops at the bench and gives everybody a threatening look telling them to stay away for a moment.

Kirishima smiles nervously,"U-um Kami-"

"Why have you been lying... And don't say you're not because I can tell... I don't see why you were lying about it but man... I can fucking tell I'm not as dumb as I look I promise you..." Denki glares at him.

Kirishima panics,"A-ah um Denki I'm sorry I didn't think you knew-"

"What do you mean the whole class knows now..." Denki cocks a brow and gives kirishima a look like he should know that too.

"What!" Kirishima yells a little too loud.

Denki gives a surprised look,"Y-yeah dude you told all of us..."

"When!?" Kirishima yells not remembering when he ever told them about-

"You and bakugo told us about your relationship this morning dude..." Denki says looking slightly scared probably thinking kirishima is going nuts.

"O-oh..." Kirishima calms,"Y-yeah I forgot sorry..."

Denki nods slowly,"Nooo biggie... Just one thing, are you losing you mind now?"

"Pfft no..." Kirishima smiles lightly and shakes his head.

Denki snorts and looks out at the field,"Didn't really... I didn't think you liked guys man..."

"I guess I just don't find tits nice..." Kirishima grins and Denki cackles loudly.

Denki taps his shoulder several times in an annoying way,"Ohohoh! I wanna see you-" denki pokes kirishima's chest,"Make bakubro-" he points across the field at katsuki,"Smile... Just one little grin or smirk c'mon!"

"Nooo he'll probably hide it anyways Denki-"

"Please! Please for your bestie!" Denki pouts his lip out grabbing kirishima's arm.

Kirishima rolls his eyes,"Ok fine..."

Denki fist pumps saying "yes" and watches contently.

Kirishima watches Katsuki jump the rope for several minutes.

"Ok hes about to take a break and I bet he'll look over at chu!" Denki grins at kirishima from the ground where he's laying on his belly.

Kiriahima snorts,"Yeah yeah..."

But Denki was right as soon as katsuki was done jumping the rope he wrapped it around his arm and looked over towards Kirishima.

Kirishima waves and gives him a sly look.

And surprisingly katsuki's cheeks turned red and he smiled walking over to the bag to put the rope away.

"Holy shit!" Denki jumps up and down with a shocked excited expression like he just saw a rare animal,"That face bro! That was priceless!"

"Did you see the face Baku just made!" Mina runs over yelling holding sero's hand dragging him.

"Yeah it was because Kirishima gave him a sexy look and his face just lit up like a firework!" Denki says as if it's a real one in a lifetime sight.

Sero gawks and looks at Kirishima,"You can do a sexy face?"

Denki nods,"Oh hell yeah he can you should've seen it!"

Kirishima blushes and waves his hands,"N-no! It really isn't that good Its just um... Kats is my boyfriend so it just... It just works with us..."

"Bullshit man! I thought it was pretty sexy..." Denki says.

Sero smacks him upside the head,"That's pretty gay dude..."

"All of you know I'm gay so I don't care!" Denki grins like a dumbass and Sero attacks him.

Mina stands back with Kirishima laughing.

Kirishima chuckles and looks over.

Katsuki is giving him that look again.

The look that says 'I want you' all at one time.

It's really fucking hot and only kirishima can tell what that face means.

He looks away blushing brighter than Katsuki did.