·conor's pov·

"I love you, Damien"

His eyes widen and he starts to full-on bawl his eyes out. Jeez, he's acting I rejected him.

"Now you're just acting like I rejected you" I voiced my thoughts. He hugs me tightly and continues to bawl his eyes out.

I sigh and rub the bridge of my nose. He stands up and looks at me. "You love me. Why?"

"Oh so now you ask that!! After you just acted like I rejected you!!" I groan in annoyance. He looks down sadly

I sigh and hug him. "I love you because you're amazing. No matter what you've done or have to do. I'll always love you. Your way to amazing and way too fucking sexy to not love. But mostly, because you can freely express your self. You've cried in front of me like thousands of times already. I never cry in front of people. So I guess, it helps me know that you can just freely go out there and express yourself. You don't care if people look at you disgustingly because your gay, or whether people look at you weird because a grown man is crying. That's why I love you, is because you don't care what other people think"

He looks at me with his eyes wide as saucers and with pure love in them. I smile up at him and lean up to kiss him.  I smile more when he kisses back.

I pull away and caress his cheek. "You will always be mine. Whether one us dies or-uh-nvm" I look away as he starts to look confused.

"Whether one of us dies? What do you mean?"

I look at the ground. "When I was 3 I got diagnosed with heart failure. I'm surprised I've lived up to this point. But, I'm not completely for sure but, sooner or later my heart is gonna give out completely" great now my eyes are getting teary. I sigh and wipe my eyes while sitting down on a stool.

I look up at Damien and see he's crying again. He sighs and hugs me. "When was the last time you went to the doctors?" He asks

"Uhm, about a year ago. I think" he looks at me like he's mad at me. "Are you kidding me?! Why haven't you gone to the doctor!!!?"

I look down guiltily. "Cause honestly, I don't really care if my heart stops. I mean, it's kind of why I always do things to make it slow down"

He glares at me and his eyes change color. I get a Lil scared cause I know that's his wolf. He sighs and stands up leaving the kitchen. I whine. 'I made him mad'

'Good. You know he's not gonna love you back. Your too much of a disappointment'

'No, I'm not'

'Yes you are. And you know it. You've always been a disappointment. That's why your mom left. Because she didn't want to have to deal with you anymore'

"Shut up and get out of my head!!!!!"