It’s just so weird

Realizing your biggest fear

Is not being loved,

Is having no one

To share your life with

Besides your dogs and cats

You’re not even twenty yet

And you’ve lost count

Of how many times

You cried yourself to sleep

Because, yet again,

You find yourself

Unloved

Unlovable

And it seems like

Love finds everyone

But you

Even though

It looks like you’re the one

Looking for it most

It’s even harder

When you don’t love yourself

And you think

There is no one in this Universe

Capable of loving you

And the ones

Who were crazy enough

To fall for you

Well, it didn't work out

And it feels like

You lost your only shot

At ever finding someone

To love you

You still don’t know

If you like the birds or the bees

You’ve never properly kissed

You’re insecure as fuck

And you don’t think

You’re worth loving

But, despite everything

You still believe

Someone will find you

And love you

‘Cause you may not be worthy loving

But you sure as hell

Would love them

Make them feel especial

The same way

They’d make you feel

Because love

Isn’t just love

It’s finding a partner,

A friend,

Someone to share your life with

Someone who will be there for your

On your worst days

And still think you’re gorgeous

Under the scars and the tears

Someone who understands

You’re not worthy loving

But will still try

To make you understand

That, after all

You are worth loving,

Lovable

And loved.