My mind was twirling around I saw myself enter a reduce to a stage of life that humans naturally cannot achieve but suddenly it all went away I was somewhere else ...not not somewhere else I was in the house the same house I have been in then there was a fight a big one because others were on the floor except boss ...he was drawing nearer to me when I took out a dagger and plunged right into his chest ! ....

"Gasped "     ....No....... I opened my eyes panting like a long runner everyone seemed to be looking at me surprised but boss was looking at me even more surprised and he couldn't maintain eye contact like before. ...hmmm weird was he feeling guilty 

Kiyoshi are you okay ...? Hayami asked so concerned she moved closer to me and looked at my body for a few minutes before looking back at me 

That's when I looked ..the effect from the zoom transport had not only made my nerves numb but made me unable to move my body ..like I was boneless oh hell was I angry I looked up took a deep breath and stared angrily at boss 

Everyone please leave ..I will like to be alone ..I said very calmly but with a hint that I was pissed 

Hisoka walked closer to me and mouthed ....its gonna be okay 

Honestly I was happy people like him were still around he made me feel better so I smiled as he left others left too except Hayami who pecked me on the forehead before leaving ...Boss still sat there looking at me as he stood to leave he said 

You wanted to stay ...now your gonna stay!.....so take your time because I will make sure you see exactly what they see in to attain me their respect !!!!

As he left I was in deep thought ....WHAT THE HELL DID HE SAY !!