It took my body a few days to adjust back to full stability and those days were my happiest big sister always stayed with me Hisoka visited ..others too all except those three meanies 

Glasses 

Scarface 

And his royal buttness Boss 

And I loved it I saw faces that would always come to give joy .Aki though very huge was super cute and adorable and super caring he would always bake me some snacks ..well the ones I could eat , Akira would bring me games and stuffs to keep me busy they were all super sweet and I guess they all grew on me ..within a few two weeks I was all normal again that evening Hayami had decided to cook to celebrate 

I was already celebrating in the room I could use my feet again ...I could feel my body I can move my hands and can stop being molested by Hayami but most of all I had grown mentally ..preparing myself for good and bad 

All this while I lay on the bed I thought my brain took me to its deeper chambers letting me see through my memories ..I could see ever comic ,novel and  Asian movie I have ever watched then I narrowed my thoughts to the BL specific ones .

All the books that start the way my own journey started usually flows towards me falling in love with Boss but I have no plans to do that ...from everything u have seen boss is a gangster I noticed everyone in the house has a snake tattoo on their upper arm to be precise a White cobra the tatoo was lovely but what exactly did it mean ...me falling in love with him will only make me bait all the time and though the guys normally come in time to save their lovers ....am not betting my life and safety on that ...because that'd a comic ......THIS IS DEFINITELY NOT THAT !!!