I looked at Rory’s body on the floor. His thighs were covered in blood and my cum. The sight was disgusting as my actions.

I don’t know if he was asleep or if he passed out. I frowned and wiped my eyes. I was waiting for Nick to come. Why was he late now?

I tried to pick Rory’s body but my hands were shaking too much. Nick walked in and looked shocked the look on his face made me cry.

He wrapped me in his arms as he shushed me. “it’s okay K it’s okay love don’t cry” he cooed at me.

I buried my face in his neck . he was rubbing my back and kissing my head. “Nicky I did something bad like him I’m just like him” I mumbled and he grabbed my face and looked me in the eyes.

“you are nothing like that man.. you are a good leader you take care of your members and you are respected and feared by them that man was a neglecter even to his own blood” he said sternly.

He caressed my cheeks with his thumbs softly. “I’m a better man repeat that lovely say it with me” he said softly and I repeated the words a few times not believing them.

He picked me up and took me to the shower. He was gentle with me as he washed every inch of my body. He treated me like I just got hurt not the one who did the damage.

He kissed my shoulders as he dried my body and dressed me. He picked Rory and left the room.

I trust Nick the most in the gang scratch that I trust Nick the most in my life. He is all I have got now and I didn’t mind that.

the man… my good for nothing father was the leader of this gang. He didn’t give me or my sister the best childhood. He didn’t give my mother the best relationship.

The fucker was abusing us emotionally and physically. He thought that he had control and power over everyone in his life.

He was a hated man among his gang until he was killed. I killed him with my own hands that day I walked into the house hearing my sister screams because she witnessed him raping my mother.

I grabbed the knife and stabbed him at the back of his neck. I should have gutted that pig and tortured him for everything he did.

With Nick’s help my father’s money and gang were under my control I made my sister and mother leave the city with everything they need. I talk to them from time to time to make sure they are doing good.

Nick helped me a lot and still does he was my shoulder to lean on. He got my back and I got his no matter what the situation was. If I was in trouble he was there if I need help doing something he was there if I was horny he was there.

The next morning I walked out of the room and told some of my guys to follow me to one of our warehouses. I had a meeting with a right hand from another gang. We killed their leader but they don’t need to know that.

Their leader tricked me and the fool thought he could run away with it. now his gang must be suffering with no leader and what he stole from me will be returned back to me.

I got in the backseat of my car as the driver started driving. Nick was already in the car waiting for me. he gave me a nod and I licked my lips as I stared at him.

He looked like a tasty ice cream on a hot summer day. I wanted to lick him all over. I gripped his thigh and he tutted at me.

“sir this meeting is important” he said and gritted his teeth. I kicked the driver seat. “stop the car and fuck off until I call you back” I snapped at my driver.

I looked at Nick and he huffed. “Kevin you can’t just do that we are in the middle of the road” he pinched my nipple through my button up and I moaned.

He chuckled looking amused. “you don’t care do you? Does the thought of people seeing you being dirty excite you big boss?” he smirked. The windows were tainted so no one can see us.

I shrugged and unzipped my pants pulling out my cock. “suck it or ride it?” he asked and I smiled at him. “ride”.

He did the same as me but he was stroking his dick fast. “here babe come let me feel your slutty hole around my cock” he said and this time I tutted at him.

“ride me Nicky be good for your boss” I said and smacked his hand away from his dick. He groaned and straddled my thighs.

I turned a little so I was facing the window on his side this way we have more room. He pulled his pants down and pushed my dick inside him.

“fuck Nick I forgot how tight you were you should let me fuck you more of..” he shut me up by smashing his lips to mine.

His kiss was wet and hot our tongues were fighting for dominance, his kiss was a sign that he will dominate something even if he had my dick up his ass.

He pulled away and I grabbed his waist as I thrust up he was slamming hard down on me. “fuck Kevin move your dick faster” he complained then grunted. His pre cum was smudged on his shirt.

I did what he wanted to pleasure him but I knew he was coming soon so I gripped his dick and tightened my fingers on the head.

“I swear if you don’t move your hand” he gripped my hair and I slowed my thrusts.

“I need to cum you weird horny whore” he snapped and I smirked moving my hand away and I pushed him a little back. My hips moved fast and hard making him bounce on me as his head pumped the car ceiling.

I moaned and came in him on purpose. He covered his mouth as he came all over my shirt.

We walked in the warehouse with the other members. I had a suite jacket with no button up shirt underneath it and a bruise on my jaw from Nick after we’re done. He was mad at what I did.

Nick was limping a little and walked funny to prevent the cum from leaking and dirtying his pants.

I didn’t care about the weird looks we got because as soon as I walked in front of someone they would look down.

I sat on my chair as Nick sat next to me. the other gang was already there. I had a man stand in every corner and two behind me.

I leaned near Nick and whispered to him. “dirty boy coming to an important meeting with your ass filled with cum” I smirked and he glared at me his cheeks turning slightly red.

“did you find the killer?” I asked the guy and he scoffed at me. “not yet but I’m the leader now” he said and I cursed in my head.

“I guess we will be seeing more of each other” I gave him a blank look and he nodded before taking a sip from his drink.

“I’m no fool like he was Kevin” he smiled and leaned back on his chair. “I knew about the shit he did behind your back” he shrugged and I clenched my jaw.

“I don’t need to tell you twice Jorge.. what’s mine better return to me” I grabbed my gun and soon everyone was pointing their gun at someone.

“now Kevin we don’t need to make a mess at our first meeting” he lifted his arms up. “as soon as I find the necklace and the microchip it will be brought to your feet”.

I frowned at him, the necklace was missing? I hummed and nodded this shit is over. Me and Nick glanced at each other. He knew about the microchip that’s a problem. I looked back at him.

“how is it lost from you?” I asked and he rubbed his jaw. “I didn’t lose it.. the former leader hid it somewhere as a gift for his daughter” he shacked his head laughing. “you better not be fooling me. find it fast” I shot on his glass and he flinched.

“the next bullet will go through your neck” I got up and Nick was fast behind me. “make sure our guests go back to their cars we don’t want them to think that we have no manners” I shouted at the members.

The ride back to the house was silent, Nick was following me until we were in my room. “Kevin if he has the necklace..” he said and I finished his sentence.

“then we will do everything to get it back Nick that Necklace worth millions and I won’t let months of planning for stealing it go to waste”.

“no Kevin the Microchip worth millions” he smiled. “we have to know if he have it or not first because if he have it then it would be hard to get it back.. that guy wasn’t stupid he knew what inside the necklace”

He rubbed my shoulders and I sighed feeling very tired. He gripped my hair hard. “dirty boy huh?” he flicked my forehead and I laughed at his face.

“I’m going to shower” he mumbled and left. I left the room and went to the cage. Rory was asleep on the bed he looked so peaceful when he is sleeping.

The guy with him looked at me. “so you are the famous leader?” he looked me up and down then nodded. “I see why” he snorted.

I stayed silent and looked back at Rory. “he is beautiful like a little angel” the guy mumbled and I clenched my fist.

“he sure is” I said and the guy got up. “one of your guys did this to him he didn’t wake up yet but as soon as I know who did this I will fight them mark my words blondie” he spat at me.

A groan left Rory’s lips as he turned around to look at the guy. “shut your ass up both of you I’m trying to rest here” his eyes landed on me and I looked away. The guy walked to the bathroom.

“Rory..” I called his name not knowing what I wanted to say or what I needed to say to him. Would apologizing be enough after what happened?

What I did to him was unforgettable and unforgivable no matter what he was to me. “princess” my voice cracked a little.

His eyes widened at me. “I didn’t think that I could hate someone this much before” his voice was low but it was enough for me to hear.

I couldn’t sleep last night because I kept thinking about what I did to him, a part of me wanted him to forgive me and the other part told me that I shouldn’t care.

So I have two options I can keep my distance from him or make him forgive me so I can get this feeling out of my heart.

I cleared my throat. “you will see me one more time after this” I nodded at him giving him a little smile. “I will make sure that Nick don’t put any spiders on you”.

He frowned and with one last look at him I left the room. I walked to our hacker and sat in front of him. he bowed his head at me and smiled. “what can I do for you sir?” he asked biting his thumb.

I narrowed my eyes. “find me everything that you can find about Jorge Mori and send a couple of the guys to follow him around for a few days” I ordered and he nodded fast.

“I won’t disappoint you sir” he hummed and glanced at a phone next to him. “sir about the little guy in the cage… I found that h..” I cut him off. “that’s not important now” I got up and he nodded.

I told Rory that he will see me one more time. I will apologize to him and get him a gift. But as I walked alone through the shops the gift turned to many gifts.

He might not like any of them but I got him what I thought would be a good I’m sorry gift.

As soon as I got to the house I put everything in my room. I didn’t want anyone to see what I have so no one can spread any rumors or tease me about it.

I decided to give it to him tomorrow. that’s why I didn’t even go to the kitchen to eat in case he was cooking there.

Nick didn’t eat with me like I wanted him to do instead he wanted to be down with whoever eat down in the kitchen. I had to wait until it was empty to eat the leftovers.