My life has always been like this. Where people always try to make me crave for things and then i have to work so hard to get a hold on it. I live alone and my parents are abroad. Though they come to home sometimes but not much. But they are the only one whom I love so much. So my life has been pretty filled with my crush, love and celebrating that memorable day alone. 

It was the next day at school. I wasnt well so I'm now resting at nurse room. Ugh. I want to meet him, see him but I can't. I'll just quickly take a nap and then I'll go back to class on his period. My neck is paining so much I don't know what's the problem. 

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Oh, OK mam thank you so much. Ya sure. You go ahead and take care.          As I opened my eyes he was standing in front of me. Huh? Why the heck is he here? Was he worried about me? Was he thinking about me? Was he searching. I didn't open my eyes and was just listening to their conversations. Suddenly everything got silenced. I think he grabbed the chair and sat beside me.. I really want to see what he will do and what he will say. 

LUCY? (cares over forehead) could you wake up? It's your time for medicine. He was titillating my forehead so carefully and was trying to wake me up. My face is getting red all over. I'm getting goosebumps and my heart beat is thumping so fast. I think if he could hear it. I mean do he treat everyone like this? OK its time I should open my eyes or else I don't know what's going to happen.. 

Umm.. Uh.. Oh sir. Sorry I slept so long. Huh? By the way why are you here? I said those words waking up slowly and murmured!  He was staring over me so deeply which made me flushed. This thing I had never ever conquered and today I'm lying on the bed and I can't even enjoy this very lasting thing. 

Actually nurse called me over. Because it was my hour at your class so I came here. It's OK you take care. But atleast have the medicine. Because you should take care of yourself. He said those thing caring over my forehead, with a soft husky voice as if he was just few distance away in kissing me. 

I really want to hug him . As I got up I don't know what came into me I suddenly grabbed him in my arms tightly.  I don't know what came over me, my hands were moving all by itself. And now I'm lost of words and him I don't have a single idea. 

I suddenly got chills down my spine because I felt his hands grabbing me tightly. It was a blurry vision but I was so happy where I was thinking that he is now mine.

I know you aren't OK!  But it's OK.. Don't worry everything will be fine. He said those words patting over my back. And that's when I thought that I'm just a mere student for him and we only have a teacher student relationship but nothing else.