Journal Entry #8

I can’t believe this…

Becca scolded me… betrayed me...

She told me that my plan to leave this world was crazy. The thought of taking our children away from this world was insane. I tried to explain to her that I had plans for us. We could travel and share my teachings with others and learn about the world. It was the only way for me to achieve true happiness.

But she didn’t care.

I tried to explain to Davis that I was working hard. But, Becca shielded his ears. I know he wanted to hear what I had to say. I know he wanted to come with me.

Becca took him and rushed back to her parents.

I am alone in my study again. The feelings of my childhood hits me in my stomach once more. But I was prepared for this.

It was a tease of what happiness I could achieve.

I’ll show them all… I’m not crazy.

I’m not crazy and there is no Goddess.