For the past week, I've always been late. I know it's spring but the morning breeze is still making my skin crawl every morning. I woke up on time but sometimes every day I wake up late. 

My alarm would go off and it was 7:00 so I would tell my self to sleep until 7:30. You know when you are in a panic and your body will be in an adrenalin state which would give me the acceleration I need to get ready on time. This really isn't going well for me because I always get there late or sometimes I sleep in and get there at 8:30 or 40.

So my mom really is so frustrated with me asking me if I really want to study. I want to study and stare gayly at the few gorgeous girls in my school. But because there are guys more than girls in my class I don't feel like going. The class smells like sweat and B.O. I get along with some boys but not the popular ones they are a pain in the butt. Plus whenever I walk in the hallway I would always cross path with my ex-friend who made me feel like an idiot for going after her asking her why did she suddenly start evading me.

It was after school when my homeroom teacher handed me a paper. It was a bad sign I tell you. On that paper, it said that I got an expulsion and have to stay at home for three days because I was always late.

I met up with Mason and asked if he could hang out with me during those three days but I reduced the numbers to one day since I'll lose weight walking Kilometers since he has longer legs than me.

He agreed, we went out, hide from the police, go to the park, went to the mall, etc because it was a school day and we are still underage. I have an expulsion and he doesn't which was the problem.

My mom and dad didn't know that I hung ut with him and have to stay at home for 2 days. I told them various lies like it was our day off or that I didn't want to go to the field trip.

On Monday, I twisted the arm of a Gypsy. My class got scared of my action and went silent. I did that because he kept on kicking my ass so I got a little angry and twisted it. I didn't really like him as a person. He spits inside the classroom and steals the money from others.

After school, I didn't hang out with my friends, I liked to be a homebody that day. But my mom wanted me to go to the shop and buy her some chicken breast and other ingredients for that day's dinner.

I was struggling with the bags on my hands on the way back home it was 5 pm and there are a lot of people walking their dogs. 

Meters away from me I saw a blonde lady waving at me, I couldn't see her face well because I didn't have my glasses. I only see her blurred face so I tried to focus my vision by squinting my eyes but it was useless.

After getting closer, my heart started jumping up and down, I could feel my face heating up. I was embarrassed that I look sweaty and confused and blushed gay face.

''I saw you tilt your head while I was waving at you. So I thought maybe you forgot about m-'' she smiled.

My mind was like Bitch I was waiting for you so how could I forget about you!!!

''Sorry, I don't have my glasses so I can't really see well far away,'' I told her while rubbing my neck. But hi!''

I couldn't help but get redder every time she looked at me. I can't look at her straight in the eyes so I only looked at her dog.

We talked about things, like about her dog. She asked me if my dog and hers can play together but unfortunately I couldn't walk with Spot that day since I was busy with the exams and babysitting job I have.

She smiled at me but I can see she was a bit disappointed. After all our dogs play well with each other.

So I hastily told her my dad would walk our dog at midnight so they can play again. 

She looked at me a bit surprised, I didn't know why. 

I wanted to have a chat with her a little longer but I stay longer my mom would tell  me off. What I bought was the ingredients for that night's supper.

I kept smiling on the way home.

Whats wrong with me?

To be continued.