Joined May 2017 Rainbow Castle
Hi, amazing people who are reading this.
These are the things about me:
I do things on my own time, started posting my stories online in 2017 or 2018. Writing is my way to express myself and escape my reality when I want to. I'm still a beginner at writing. I write lesbian stories when I have time and read manga or other books that I find interesting. I'm gay with a broken gaydar.
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Chasing growth meant leaving behind the comfort of the familiar. But sometimes, I still wonder what I lost in the process.
If I had stayed, would things have continued to grow or would they have fallen apart anyway?
The truth is, I’ll never know. I’m chasing a ghost of what could’ve been, haunted by what ifs and the lingering thought that maybe, just maybe, I could’ve shaped the present into something different.
I think every parent, every grandparent, has faced something like this, the quiet ache of choices made, paths taken or not.
The ghost we chase can be a person, a decision, a moment when we wish we had acted differently. Sometimes, we think we could have saved it. Sometimes, we think we could have saved ourselves.
But at the end of the day, after all the circling thoughts and endless what ifs, it’s still just a ghost, the one that will always find a way to haunt you.
The song “Multo” by Cup of Joe really embodies how the past lingers like a presence you can’t quite touch, but never fully let go of.
What about you?
If I had stayed, would things have continued to grow or would they have fallen apart anyway?
The truth is, I’ll never know. I’m chasing a ghost of what could’ve been, haunted by what ifs and the lingering thought that maybe, just maybe, I could’ve shaped the present into something different.
I think every parent, every grandparent, has faced something like this, the quiet ache of choices made, paths taken or not.
The ghost we chase can be a person, a decision, a moment when we wish we had acted differently. Sometimes, we think we could have saved it. Sometimes, we think we could have saved ourselves.
But at the end of the day, after all the circling thoughts and endless what ifs, it’s still just a ghost, the one that will always find a way to haunt you.
The song “Multo” by Cup of Joe really embodies how the past lingers like a presence you can’t quite touch, but never fully let go of.
What about you?
When I'm drowning, I call for the person that pushed me.
Happy New Year to all of you Sapphic readers!
It's late but you know, it's better to be late than sorry right?
And thank you for reading my stories, I appreciate it.
Have a good year and more blessing to come!
It's late but you know, it's better to be late than sorry right?
And thank you for reading my stories, I appreciate it.
Have a good year and more blessing to come!
" In my drafts, in each paper, I killed them. Every characters I've created so far, I've killed them in every words, in every chapter of my book.
Letting them disappear, something I've struggled to do for myself.
Using my ink as the weapon for them to be erased in their own stories.
In each scene, I made it out in ways I could think of doing it for myself.
The only thing that is holding me back is fear.
I don't know, I know I'm innocent but I feel the blood on my hands with each character I kill.
I feel like I'm killing every version of me. "
- draft #1
Hello guys, I'm thinking about doing this as base plot for the next book in the future. Let me know your thoughts. Thank you
Letting them disappear, something I've struggled to do for myself.
Using my ink as the weapon for them to be erased in their own stories.
In each scene, I made it out in ways I could think of doing it for myself.
The only thing that is holding me back is fear.
I don't know, I know I'm innocent but I feel the blood on my hands with each character I kill.
I feel like I'm killing every version of me. "
- draft #1
Hello guys, I'm thinking about doing this as base plot for the next book in the future. Let me know your thoughts. Thank you
Hello readers! I finally updated 2 chapters of MBFH! Please check it out!
Look how far we are right now! 2023?! Who knew we would still be alive right now, huh.
Going into my early 20's now, feel matured but still has some childish sense in me. How y'all doing?
Going into my early 20's now, feel matured but still has some childish sense in me. How y'all doing?
Hello there people!!! I'm planning on trying a new story ( a GL story too~) it will be published the next year 2021 January.
Sadly I can't say Merry Christmas but I wish you guys a happy new year.
Sadly I can't say Merry Christmas but I wish you guys a happy new year.
I just want to say that as I grow every year, I seem to lose this excitement, imaginations, and the energy to do what I like. Just like yesterday, I wanted to continue writing my other book which is Untouched Alem and my inspiration just went out of the window all of a sudden. And since some cities here in my country started closing I can't hang out with my friends and get some ideas.
I just want to say that as I grow every year, I seem to lose this excitement, imaginations, and the energy to do what I like. Just like yesterday, I wanted to continue writing my other book which is Untouched Alem and my inspiration just went out of the window all of a sudden. And since some cities here in my country started closing I can't hang out with my friends and get some ideas.
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Really hit that milestone y'all. Have a nice week y'all!
Really hit that milestone y'all. Have a nice week y'all!
