Thanks to nobody being able to read my mind, I can keep secrets, which have been piling up lately. If I can help it, Dad will never find out about this, but being super strong isn't the only odd thing I can do. 

When I turned 18 years old, I was supposed to get my bond mate orb. The bond mate orb is a sphere that we see in our minds like how we can see how our wolf looks and how they are feeling in our minds, like when your wolf is tired you will see an image in your mind of your wolf sleeping.

 The wolf inside has its own mind. It gives us the instincts of a wolf, but always be the one in control. Never let the wolf take total control. If it does, there’s a chance that the mind that is part human could be lost forever and we’d turn into a feral wolf.

The bond mate orb lets us see what our mate is feeling at all times. If they’re sad, the orb will turn blue. The orb also helps us find our bond mate. See, my pack is special. We don’t have a scent. We are scentless. We can't smell our mate like other werewolves, so we can't tell who are mates are if we don't have the bond mate orb. The orb helps us by transforming into our mate when we touch hands for the first time with our mate. 

When it's someone’s 18th birthday, everyone will transform into a human if the birthday person wants them to, so they can touch hands to find their mate on that day. Others just leave it up to fate to bring them together. Our ancestors think the orb is half of our mate's soul, because soul-bonded mates are your other half, so we keep each other's other half. It's kinda romantic, if you think about it.

But, instead of getting the bond mate orb, I got another wolf. At first, I thought it was my mate's wolf. Maybe I just got the wolf form instead of just an orb, since I’m different from the others. 

The wolf form is very detailed, just like my own wolf. Though, the wolf stays curled up asleep, so I can't interact with it to tell what it is or what it's feeling. But, at the time, I was just happy that I at least got my mate's wolf form instead of nothing like some of our pack members.

Those pack members are pitied a lot, because they will never have their other half. A bond mate is a werewolf that you will love more than life and can't go on living without them once bonded and vice versa.

 I have seen it happen with my brother, he tried to fight the bond and it didn't go too well for him. He ended up deathly sick, then right away when he accepted his mate, he got better. 

It was like magic and I have never seen him so happy before. He was in peace, so I couldn't wait until I found my mate. But instead of getting my mate, I found out that there was just another wolf inside of me. A few months after my birthday that wolf that I thought was my mate's wolf took control and I fused into it.

This new wolf was graceful when running through the field of snow. It felt like I was flying on the snow instead of plowing through it like my other wolf did. The new wolf was the same height as my other wolf, but it was a lot slimmer. I also felt like something was missing. . . Something between my legs. Then it hit me, this wolf is a female.

So, after being a little traumatized that I now have both male and female wolves inside of me, the panic set in. How? Why? Maybe this means that I'm supposed to only love myself? I'm meant to be a loner.

The only luck I had was that my female wolf went back to sleep, exactly how she was before. Nobody could sense her presence. I don’t like how easily she can take over my body. Who knows when she’ll wake up again and take over, but I do know that before this happens again I need to leave or somebody is going to find out about her.

After thinking that and foolishly believing my life couldn't get any odder, I got a superpower. Last week, not knowing about it, I accidently activated it. Some of my favorite elk had migrated back to our land and I wanted first grabs at them, so I hunted them down by myself before anyone else could get to them. 

I was so excited that soon I'd be eating that juicy elk meat that I couldn't contain myself and I let out this weird howl that I had never done before. It was so deep, it kinda scared me, then the wind moved around me like I was in a middle of a hurricane, then it whisked me away so fast that it made me so dizzy I was seeing stars. 

When I could see straight, I realized that I was a good 10 miles away from where I was. What happened? Did I literally just control the wind? Can I fly or do I have teleportation abilities?

All I do know is that if Dad knows about these odd things without a doubt he would never let me leave. I could just imagine the look he would give me if he knew. 

Shivers run down my spine by just thinking about him knowing or anyone else. The looks they would give me if they knew. There's no choice, I have to leave now, and I'm thinking my new superpower is my best shot of getting out of here.