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four is the number

Prologue

Prologue

Oct 11, 2020

Do you ever feel like you belong? Comfortable with the people you talk to, you communicate with? I, very rarely. The best way to describe this feeling is like an alien wandering this pretty blue planet, having to learn the distinct social cues, and feeling embarrassed when you make the wrong step. 

You keep silent, afraid to miscalculate your next step. Shy, timid, reserved. You move slower than everybody else, though you know you’re smart enough. 

That cookie, one or two? What do other people’s words mean? You can read between the lines, can’t you? Do you greet the bus driver, will you be judged if you don’t? 

Exhausting, overflowing, there come the tears you can’t hold back, even though you wish you could. 

Are those you call your friends, really friends, or will they just view you as a clingly pup?


Let go, let me hold you in my embrace for however long you wish. You’re safe, we won’t judge. Be brave, be bold, place that next step. Spread your wings, soar high in the sky, you’ll get there when you’re ready. 

Mistakes are only human. 

Cuddle the cat, cry on my shoulder. Because we are here. 

Indulge, there’s no shame when the dark falls. 

You do belong. Because without you, there’s no us. 

Now, let’s start this journey.

sailormoongirlxxx
Pastelchan

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short intro for this story <3

This is Evy's view of the world, and basically also mine throughout my childhood and teens.

undiagnosed autism as a girl can be very hard and confusing and it took me until I was in my early 20's before I figured that I probably have a mild form of autism.

Girls can often 'mask' their autism (unknowingly), especially if it's not a severe case, and that why it's often hard to diagnose. it still however can affect their social behaviour and view of the world, and some things are just harder to do or you make slower progress.

also, diagnosis as an adult is expensive as Hell.

#autism #intro #prologue

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Evy has a hard time making friends. Not only because her family moves around a lot, but also because people are sometimes hard to understand. All until she meets Liv, Evan and Jamie, the weird kids at school.

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