If the list of websites I provided didn’t have your country emergency/crisis hotlines, you can try to search it on the internet. If one doesn’t help, you can always try to call another.

List of international emergency/suicide hotlines:

https://www.therapyroute.com/article/helplines-suicide-hotlines-and-crisis-lines-from-around-the-world

http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html

https://www.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines

https://faq.whatsapp.com/general/security-and-privacy/global-suicide-hotline-resources/?lang=en

https://www.samaritans.org/how-we-can-help/contact-samaritan/

More useful hotlines for USA:

https://psychcentral.com/lib/common-hotline-phone-numbers/

More useful suicide hotlines for Indonesia :

https://www.opencounseling.com/hotlines-id

And as an Indonesian, it is a shame but we don’t have an official suicide hotline anymore, at least we used to, but now it’s been inactive for over a year and I have a hard time finding an unofficial list except the list from opencounseling.com while the suicide hotline on the first list is 1-800-273-8255 which is an American National Suicide Prevention Lifeline. We have a long way to go.

If anyone know one that is/still working in Indonesia, you can comment below so I can add it to the list.

Thank you, and please be safe.