Shell's POV

why did this have to happen today? why is everyone getting mad at me? usually I'd just bitch to someone, but everyone's mad at me so now I can't do anything but sit here waiting for them to tell me it's time to go up to moms and keep in all of the bad stuff, so this is what depressed feels like? I don't want to keep all this in anymore, I've been through so much already, and I didn't do anything but give mom what she desperately wanted, another kid. "*gasp* Kayla!" I grab my phone and go on w*ttpad and message Kayla

Ohran: hi, I know it's just turning morning where you are, but..I just really need to message someone, anyone

Kayla: Hey what's up?

ohran: do you mean why I need to text someone or how I'm doing? for why I need to message someone is because today we're having my birthday party but lots of people are getting mad at me. and for what up, I'm laying in bed confused

kayla: Aw, you don't deserve people like that

ohran: But there related to me (･ัω･ั) and I don't want to become like them. They get mad whenever I just say one word

kayla: That doesn't mean you have to talk to them unless your forced to

ohran: yeah, I tried not talking to them for a minute then they got more mad for not talking

kayla: Theyre just idiots

ohran: Hey, I was curious, want to be friends?

kayla: sure

ohran: Okay, to be honest I only had two friends in my whole life, but even they're mad at me . Oh, I have to 

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I don't see why they would calibrate my birthday if they don't treat me different that day, which was two days ago, which was best birthday, we had a cake, and the middle wasn't bunt this time (or frozen) *knocking* "YEAH?" I yell wiping away tears "I'm gonna go ask next door to go up to your moms in twenty minutes"  "okay" I get up and get on my shoes, my shoes that my mom gave me at the beginning of the year, are leather, no not black, brown, like it was mad from a person and not factory, like.. moccasins? yeah there moccasins but with things on the bottom so i can wear them as shoes.