I think i woke up around 5:30 this morning. My sister was snoring on the bottom bunk, my alarm doesn’t go off until 6:30 AM. I want to sleep more because i still feel tired, but for some reason i can’t. This happens sometimes,  not sure why.

I try to crawl off my bunk as quietly as possible, its freezing. And i'm wearing what i wore to school yesterday. I should probably change. I hear moms alarm go off around 5:45. I put on a thin green shirt. Lime green. I don’t have the motivation to try to do my makeup, i look in my brothers room to go wake him up like usual and then i paused. I realized what happened yesterday. The house is quiet, you don't hear his music. I go in his room anyways. I see his phone and headphones on the floor, meaning he never took it with him to school yesterday. 

I pick it up to see several notifications, not just several, a lot. I don’t really know his phone password, so i can’t tell people whats going on. Then it dawned on me, he was getting notifications. He doesn’t have data, so we must have wifi now. I’ll connect to it after school. After all, no one texts me anymore, they haven't for awhile now. The only people i really talk to anyways is Alyssa and Angie. 

I start to head out the door. “I love you!” mom says to me as i walk out the door. I respond back with i love you too. I don’t want to seem off. I just want to go to school. 

I walk out my door, turn around, and start walking. I see a familiar girl walking out of one of the apartments, she has long frizzy hair, a t-shirt, and really short shorts on. Its Haley. We stop and look at each other. A good five seconds go by and she says “Oh hey Kat-.” I say hi and say i'm headed to the bus stop. I don’t really remember the rest of our conversation, my mind was already a mess from the start.

At the bus stop the usual tall girl was standing there, she’s quiet today. The boy keeps staring at me. Honestly, he still creeps me out. I look around, i look at the road and behind me. I’m cold. I should’ve warn my hoodie today. But considering its a black hoodie with a skull on it, it kinda gives me away. I’d prefer not to look like every other weird kid and get bullied, again.

After awhile, the bus arrives, i find an empty seat to sit by myself. I place my backpack beside me so no one would sit with me. I wanted to be alone. The same thing happens as yesterday, they pick on that one guy from yesterday. Honestly, its sad how judgmental people are. But i guess i cant really say anything, i judge everyone constantly inside of my own head.

After a few stops, we arrive back at school.