**if this strip looks odd somehow, I drew it with a very dimmed screen to avoid my migraine getting worse so sorry**

Recently my life has changed a lot. I got into a program that supports the employment of disabled people, depressed people, and people who generally have withdrawn from society. I say recently, but I think I have been there almost 2 years. My time there ends in the next spring.

But...when I started there, I was not as well medicated as now. I literally went there to test how I would do with 4 hours a day, first one day a week and then two, just doing art and given works as I was planning on trying to get to a graphic design school.

You can probably guess that I have not made it into that school as of...yet. (If I ever will, since I am putting all my energies to doing art basically full time.) I will however finish my time there, now medicated as well as I probably can be before science works it's magic and brings forth something proper for IH.

Meanwhile I will keep surprising my monster, and myself, with those 2 early mornings I do every week (+ the ones my partner does) by taking my medication 2.5 hours before I need to be at work and try to live.

I hope you will get to have that trippy feeling of being up in the morning too. I wish you calm hours of little less sleep inertia than usually, and power to flip a bird at your monster as you look back at your sleepy life and feel happy that you got this moment right now.

Even if it means that you'll fall asleep later, this moment...it matters.

Good luck, and thank you for reading. <3