"kneel down"

"I SAID KNEEL DOWN!!!"

"Okay now...Apologize to her. Say ' I'm sorry Shirley for dating you when Clearly I belong to another world .. ANOTHER SOCIAL CLASS. I'm sorry to even dare to think about dating you, to be your boyfriend' "

"I'm sorry Shirley for dating you when Clearly I belong to another world .. another social class.I'm sorry to even dare to think about dating you, to be your boyfriend. I'M SORRY FOR CROSSING MY LINES AND THINKING THAT WE WERE FROM THE SAME WORLD. WE WERE NEVER MEANT TO BE. "

I see. I see ... those sparkling teary eyes. A 12 years old boy kneeling down before me. In front of the whole school, Saying sorry to have given me happiness for a few days. With those Added lines that were originally not in my father's speech, Mocked me for involving him with my cruel life. That was a short story of my breakup.. a forced breakup actually. After that no guy ever dare to approach me. My teenage love life ended there. Then obviously I had to go to the GROUNDING ROOM as a reward.. so there's that.

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My thoughts came to at halt as my car came near the flower shop. THE FLOWER SHOP! I came closer to my window glass to have a clearer view of HIM. Black coloured soft cotton candy like hair. Tall - almost 6' 3", smooth skin like silk, well groomed. Wearing an apron over a white shirt and black pants. Arranging flowers with his pretty hands. And...That's all I see of him from the back as he keeps working with his back facing me every time I pass his flower shop on the way to THE HELL , my school. Never got the chance to see his face. Nevertheless he still looks handsome from the back.

*Sigh*

But what's the point? With this cruel life of mine?! I'll just give up these wishful thinking.