“I’m sorry.” He let go of Alder and stood up from the bed.

“Why are you sorry?” Alder questioned.

“I don’t know.” He paused and took a deep breath,

“I’ve never felt this way before. I never thought I would want to kiss a guy.” He wiped the tears off his cheeks. “I’ve always thought I'd marry some rich girl my father chose for me. But you make me feel so happy.”

“I feel happy with you too.” Alder put his hand on top of Earl’s,

“We can learn together… Let me tell you a story. Since I was a boy, it was obvious I was different. Well, I did have unnatural powers, but ignoring that part I always knew I felt uncommon. Sometimes my dad would let me watch movies on our old television. I remember obsessing over some male characters, but it wasn’t long until I realized the ideal couple in society weren’t two men. I tried to ignore my feelings but the urge to admire guys never left. Once I was alone in London, I knew I had no interest in being with a female. Women would try to flirt with me at the shop, but it would only remind me of the truth. It took me years to accept that I was gay... I’m sorry for not telling you. I was scared, I didn’t want to lose you.”

“You won’t lose me, Alder,” He assured.

“My father didn’t give me a choice. Love was never a happy feeling for me; It was a trap for greed. I was his source of money and work. I didn’t understand what it was like to be genuinely happy until I met you. This is all new, but I’m ready. I’m ready to learn with you.” He squeezed Alder’s hand, “Thank you for everything.”

* * * *

“Good morning,” Alder walked into the bedroom holding two dishes.

“You made breakfast?

“Yeah, I tried my best. The toast might be a bit burnt.” Earl picked up the black thing on his plate,

“You think?” He chuckled, “Thanks anyway.”

“Of course.” He walked over and sat on the bed. “We should get to work soon, we’re already late.”

“Can’t my boss give me the day off?” Earl giggled. Alder pouted,

“Don’t use me.”

“I’m teasing!”

* * * *

What a crazy night, Alder pondered as the car grumbled down the road.

I never thought he would, He touched his lips. He would want to kiss me! Was I too sudden? Everything did work out in the end. Right? It’ll be ok. He sighed in relief and tried to keep his mind away from bad thoughts.