i walk to lapis my hand's in my pocket's "hey" she looked at me "what do you want" i sigh "to talk to someone who isn't going to piss me off" she looked at me "how do you become part of white diamond's army" i sigh and sit down "why don't i start from the beginning (9 year's ago) "GET BACK HERE YOU PUNK" a bunch of male foot step's were herd rushing toward's a young boy when they caught up to him they kicked and hit him leaving him beat up and broken he looked up to see white pearl who tilted her head and picked me up i was barley alive she went to the ship and brought me to home world white looked "and what is this" she looked at me "hm it seem's to be damaged go have it fixed" white pearl took me to blue "white diamond has requested you to fix this" blue "oh my star's" she picked me up and hurried off i had gotten a lot of stitches and got my wound's cleaned yellow walked in "blue what are you doing this time" she looked at me "what are you doing with that" blue "white wanted me to heal this human he was badly hurt" blue pearl "it is done my diamond" she sighed "thank the star's" white pearl took me to white "hello there let me ask do you have a name" i shake my head "well then i shall name you shadow" i look at her "because you will never amount to anything near me there for you will always be in my shadow" my eye's went dull and i fake a smile "thank you" i pretended i was happy but i never was (now) "and that's my story" lapis whipped a tear away "look's like we both had crappy lives" i nod "ya guess so" lapis "why are you still with home world then why not join the rebellion they look like they treat you better" i sigh "cues white is my only problem yellow and blue are kind to me besides im whites pet im not aloud to leave" i turn and walk away lapis "you could at least try" i look "well we don't all turn tail and run like a bunch of weakling" i narrow my eye's "i cut my problem's down not run from them" i turn back around and walk away